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Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/29 03:40:06 )
@Miss Sandman: Lol that's how I felt when my SOs were pregnant. Hurry up and pop the baby out! I'm excited to see them! xD
My health is okay. It's better than it has been in the past but my lupus just always makes me feel like I have the flu. And I've a cold right now.
How's pregnancy going? Has it been rough or kinda smooth?
@misery: Kathy Bates was amazing in it.
Ah I see. I really love finding out why people name their accounts the way they do because I believe it says a lot about the person behind them, so thank you for telling me. : )
@Totalanimefan: I am because I'm miserable here and I believe that because I'm miserable, my self destructive patterns will continue.
I was born there but I moved here when I finished preschool. I don't think I really adjusted well and I have a lot of feelings like, had we not left Ireland, my life would have been better. But my ex wife, who is still my friend, says she's worried that I'll get there and still feel discontented. My uncle is letting me, my daughter and my cat stay with him. I have 11 kids but I'm only bringing my daughter. I feel guilty about it but I can't afford to bring them all, some are adults anyway and some would be extremely upset to leave, so my ex will take them. I need to do this. I need to know if what I feel is true. I'm bringing this particular daughter because she's got behavioral issues and she doesn't trust adults except me. She acts out if she goes too long without seeing me and cries if I leave her alone. I even have to lay down in her bed with her until she falls asleep or she won't. So I can't leave her in a different country.
I've been looking into primary schools there for her.
@Alatariel: Yes! Here's one:
If you couldn't tell from my username, gators, crocodilians in general are my favorite animals. I find them fascinating and adorable (no one agrees though lol). So my kids saw that at the store with their step mom/ mom (some of my kids are hers and some aren't) and they asked her to buy them for me.
Donator — PomePome
Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/29 07:55:47 )
@Gatorlec: yes ist like Show me my baby iam so ready for this xD but babies choose when they want to pop out themselfes xD
oh thats great that its better! Did they have health insurance in ireland?
My pregnancy.... I dont would it Call smooth. I even was hospitalized at week 18. Than i had the flu for 4 weeks at week 28 and dont may do anything just laying around and eat. I fainted multible times. And this pain! I always say every pregnancy is diffrent the next one will be smoother for sure!!!
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Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/31 07:46:42 )
@Totalanimefan: Oh trust me, I don't believe it to be but also, I've always wanted to go back so I'm finally doing it instead of just talking about doing it.
@ephenay: It was. My kids are so cute.
@Miss Sandman: They have better health insurance than we do in the USA.
Aw. I'm sorry your pregnancy has been rough on you. You're a trooper though.
Donator — PomePome
Posted 5 years ago ( 2020/01/1 10:42:20 )
@Gatorlec: oh this sounds like a Plan! Ist good one of your Kids is going with you! Are You scared that you will miss the others so much? And cant you work there as a teacher again??
Nope Not really! If i die I die! If i have pain i have pain! Everything is okay if my baby will come out healthy and strong! And all Check ups where great. She has already a strong Personality! :)
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Posted 5 years ago ( 2020/01/1 13:54:34 )
@Miss Sandman: Diana is the one coming with me. She turned 7 today. She has behavioral issues if I'm not in the picture every day. So I can't not take her. I will miss my other children but I think I'll be able to come back and see them every so often. Ideally, I would be taking all of them but I can't do so.
I'm bringing my cat with me too. She's going to be sedated for the trip.
I don't want to be a teacher again. I loved it but I like it better when I'm no longer one. Lol
Well, I love my kids but I'm glad I didn't have to push them out of my crotch, it sounds brutal. But my mom (rip, Saturday will be a year) said that if it was really as terrible as I imagine it to be, people wouldn't have more than one kid. Still, I wince at the idea.
Donator — PomePome
Posted 5 years ago ( 2020/01/1 20:38:39 )
@Gatorlec: ohh I hope you will See them often!!!! What do you want so die a living than? And ist good for her you taking her with you! And the poor kitty iam sure its better to sedate her! The new living Space will be difficult too. My dad has a new Apartment in our old House...... our cats are so scared of this.
Yeah your mom was right! I heard so often you just forget the pain. Sure it will be brutal but you got a gift at the end!