Co-worker and I are fairly certain his toxic girlfriend is behind all of this.
Yes they can. Ugh I'm worried sick to my stomach, haven't slept, and my bipolar disorder has been going untreated for a month because of an idiot receptionist.
My next appointment is Monday. I have to make it that far.
@Another Movie Addict: *hugs* For what it's worth, we're here to support you.
It's funny because the person I normally go to when I'm in over my head, is the very person who's in over their head right now.
If he gets himself killed, I'm going to walk down the road of necromancy just so I can kill him myself.
If he gets himself killed, I'm going to walk down the road of necromancy just so I can kill him myself.
@Another Movie Addict: Gosh, that sounds really tough. I'm sorry you're going through that right now. x__x
I'm pretty proud of myself right now. Life has been throwing a lot at me, and I've managed to not go totally batshit.
You know, that's actually great that you can be proud of yourself. A lot of times when I'm struggling I have trouble feeling good in any way at all, hah, so you know what? I think you're doing a fantastic job, and I'm going to try to be proud of myself too.
Every day for the past few weeks, almost a month, has been one long struggle. Holding tightly to the tiny strands of sanity left without my medications help. In that time I've been sobbing at stupid Facebook posts, and getting almost violently angry at the sound of people's voices. Reminding myself the sorrow and anger I felt wasn't really. I gave myself outlets for those fake emotions. Lol enjoying the drama of Solia's swan song, writing a story inspired by an idiot I dislike, and riffing a show so many people adore. But life has been throwing punches to trip me up. Fuck that.
Gonna be glad when I'm back on my meds though. This has been way hard.
Gonna be glad when I'm back on my meds though. This has been way hard.
@Another Movie Addict: Honestly, I respect that so much. I have so much trouble staying in the moment when I'm overwhelmed with feelings like what you were describing and telling myself "this will pass/i just need to cope/etc."... I end up panicking, things end up getting worse. Basically, I have a hard time channeling those emotions into my usual outlets. I think I'm getting better, though?
I hope things get easier for you soon. Until then--and even afterwards--I'll try to be around to support you.
I hope things get easier for you soon. Until then--and even afterwards--I'll try to be around to support you.
A few years ago I didn't have this kind of control, but one day when I had gotten so low. When my ass hole brain was making those nasty whispers, pushing further down and hopeless. I got sick and tired of always losing to my own brain. So I asked for help.
My neighbour's dog drooled all over my shirt...
I always try to not lose my shit, but that doesn't always work.
I always try to not lose my shit, but that doesn't always work.
@Another Movie Addict: That's good. I'm glad.
@Tuijp: Yeah... I'm in that same position lol. xD
@Tuijp: Yeah... I'm in that same position lol. xD
dear Lord I need a new signature someone help me
I have never been drooled on by a dog. -w- ugh my first ex though would always drool in my hair. Every freakin' night.
It was so gross. DX
My ex had really long hair and she didn't always tie it up. Then I'd wake up with her hair in my mouth.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.