Lol i "accidentally" ghosted someone by forgetting that they even existed for days.
Yeah its not meant to be.
Forums The Undercurrent 99% stupid thoughts
This is the month of march...
To the beat of your own drum...
Slowly towards death....
To the beat of your own drum...
Slowly towards death....
Today's excuse for not doing a respectable amount of work is:
I'm too depressed. But also not depressed enough for a clinical diagnosis, or for me to do anything about it.
I'm too depressed. But also not depressed enough for a clinical diagnosis, or for me to do anything about it.
Sometimes I wonder if someone who has a positive opinion of me sees these stupid thoughts, will their opinion of me plunge to the depths of the abysses of despair?
Part of me hopes so. Another part is petrified at the idea. The rest of me couldn't give a fuck for more than the attention span it took to write this post.
Part of me hopes so. Another part is petrified at the idea. The rest of me couldn't give a fuck for more than the attention span it took to write this post.
I so feel burdened by communication...
But then when I extricate myself from it completely, I want it in my life again... Maybe it'll pass, maybe it's a phase, maybe I'm just not cut out for it.
But then when I extricate myself from it completely, I want it in my life again... Maybe it'll pass, maybe it's a phase, maybe I'm just not cut out for it.
There's a lot I want to do... But I keep stopping myself... For things I *should* do...
Breathing outside air through a window.
Questioning whether the shut-in life is for me after all.
Being thankful for having a window.
Questioning whether the shut-in life is for me after all.
Being thankful for having a window.
Recently, I've been thinking "i wanna die" pretty often. but i don't really want to die. I just want to be outside of time.
IU writing songs on topics I really care about.
IU writing songs on topics I really care about.
Eruca:
Maybe it'll pass, maybe it's a phase, maybe I'm just not cut out for it.
Maybe it'll pass, maybe it's a phase, maybe I'm just not cut out for it.
Maybe it's maybelline.
I guess the point is not to strive for a particular kind of experience, but to appreciate having an experience at all.
Ping me
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.