never mind, my phone service is too weak to handle the app
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I just signed up to be a door dasher (one of those 3rd party delivery services).
After a lifetime of being terrified of driving, I never EVER thought this to be something I could even consider doing.
I'm a bit nervous but after about 6 months of practicing driving on my own (I knew how to drive for a lot longer, but suffered panic attacks too much to do it. So, yes, I'm 28 and have only been driving for 6 months), I think I have a good enough feeling that I can do this, just a little bit at a time. I haven't been panicking as much. When I get scared, I'm learning how to take control over my mind and stay focused. Which is an improvement, considering I used to full black out until I run into something or hit the breaks.
I've even found a couple of roads here to be my "comfort roads" where I never get scared on them. I can get almost anywhere by mostly relying on those.
And I need money
My job ain't scheduling me
but my availability is too limited with college so getting another/second job is a bit tricky. Plus, pandemic.
Art has been my side gig, and so far my recent orders have kept my head above water.
I almost signed up for customer service positions over the phone, but I honestly prefer being terrified in my car than to talk to people in that much length.
[s]former service desk supervisor, right here
So that's just a last resort idea.
Maybe doing a job like this little by little can help me grow more confident in driving too. That's what I hope, cause I really want to get better!
Pray for me
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Tumbleweed