@Eruca: Lol history decided to repeat itself right as I was getting my shit together.
Forums General Chit-Chat ? Coping with Corona ? craziness ?
@Eruca: Lol history decided to repeat itself right as I was getting my shit together.
@Another Movie Addict: wait, last time you tried to hike, there was also a pandemic? :O how unlucky!
@Eruca: Nah the pandemic increased at my last hike a few weeks ago. We had just missed the parks being shut down.
@Another Movie Addict: oh yeah... No way you could have foreseen thought though.
@Eruca: It was my last calendar shoot lol. I managed two spreads before all hell broke loose.
I'm really starting to feel the quarantine, I am ready to go back to being outside and socializing but on the bright side I found this site!
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Eruca: Yup but im not going to get my hopes up for it.
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@Eruca: Yup but im not going to get my hopes up for it.
@Another Movie Addict: oh... That must be so frustrating. :c what's your role in the shoot?
@MoodyBats: no expectation = no disappointment!
@MoodyBats: no expectation = no disappointment!
@Eruca: I'm a photographer ^w^.
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@Eruca: Yup. I have to keep my expectations as low as possible.
if I don't it just...really messes with my mental health.
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@Eruca: Yup. I have to keep my expectations as low as possible.
if I don't it just...really messes with my mental health.
@Another Movie Addict: oooh fun. You've been doing photography a long time?
@MoodyBats: do you turn into... Moody bats?
@MoodyBats: do you turn into... Moody bats?
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@Eruca: my depression just acts up immensely.
So I kinda have to lower my standards on everything.
including my artwork.
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@Eruca: my depression just acts up immensely.
So I kinda have to lower my standards on everything.
including my artwork.
@Eruca: For a few years now, but just started getting my business together.
@MoodyBats: sounds rough.
I'm very self-critical too. Having reasonable expectations for your own work is not so bad as long as you try. I think that's a pretty important skill for anybody. Depression probably doesn't help of course.
@Another Movie Addict: oooh these are exciting times! Wow, I understand better how disappointing this pandemic thing is for you now.
I'm very self-critical too. Having reasonable expectations for your own work is not so bad as long as you try. I think that's a pretty important skill for anybody. Depression probably doesn't help of course.
@Another Movie Addict: oooh these are exciting times! Wow, I understand better how disappointing this pandemic thing is for you now.
@Eruca: Yep. It's completely screwing up my plans. Both fun and money wise.
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@Eruca: Yeah. I have depression pretty bad.
But drawing lately has been helpful but today I've hit my first road bump
in months.
I have lessened the being self-critical so I am not too self-critical but only
try to be self-critical in a healthy way if that makes sense?
Like I make plans for my art and how I can improve.
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@Eruca: Yeah. I have depression pretty bad.
But drawing lately has been helpful but today I've hit my first road bump
in months.
I have lessened the being self-critical so I am not too self-critical but only
try to be self-critical in a healthy way if that makes sense?
Like I make plans for my art and how I can improve.
@MoodyBats: Yeah, it's like in Black Swan! Make your insecurities work for you.
I feel like I don't even deserve to believe in BTS's messages. They're applicable only to people who works as hard as they do, not for imposters like me who only pretend to suffer to feel better about their own incompetence.
That's my depression. Maybe. It's not clinical.
@Another Movie Addict: A double whammy! Hopefully you can return to it without too much losses. Fun & $ together is hard to come by.
@Totalanimefan: oh your avatar look so cute!
I feel like I don't even deserve to believe in BTS's messages. They're applicable only to people who works as hard as they do, not for imposters like me who only pretend to suffer to feel better about their own incompetence.
That's my depression. Maybe. It's not clinical.
@Another Movie Addict: A double whammy! Hopefully you can return to it without too much losses. Fun & $ together is hard to come by.
@Totalanimefan: oh your avatar look so cute!
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@Eruca: that's something i can't yet do. at all.
Because when I get insecure or depressed i full on have a melt down.
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@Eruca: that's something i can't yet do. at all.
Because when I get insecure or depressed i full on have a melt down.
@MoodyBats: well, I think using self-criticism to improve is a great example of turning insecurities into motivation. Worked well for Jimin and Suga's art imho. Maybe not other aspects of their life but hey at least they're rich now. :P
@Totalanimefan: I thought it was a squid face 😂 but then I have like 0 knowledge about items.
@Totalanimefan: I thought it was a squid face 😂 but then I have like 0 knowledge about items.
Ping me
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@Eruca: True but it doesn't work for everyone.
It definitely is not something I can do.
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@Eruca: True but it doesn't work for everyone.
It definitely is not something I can do.
If you need my attention for any reason please ping me.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.