hiatus maybe?? - Voltra Online

MoodyB

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after much contemplating for months,
i've decided to possibly quit or go on a long hiatus for a few months. i only come on voltra to mainly quest items and make art. and its just not enough to keep me here as i just find it very hard to make friends and talk to people comfortably where i dont feel anxious or stressed. especially since im not super cheerful all the time and just makes me regret saying anything

so kinda just feeling hopeless anytime i log on.

i will not be giving away items so please do not ask. i will however still be working on commissions that i have on here.

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I feel the same, I feel awkward talking to people on here because I too have nothing cheerful to say, and I often feel like I'm bringing down the mood. But it's being honest, and if you're honest, it's ok.

We all love you here :3

MoodyB

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@Totalanimefan: kinda just made me feel annoying.
im just...not meant to talk lol.
all i talk is stupid nonesense tbh and i haven't really enjoyed it.
some days i did but not a lot of days were good for me.

@Shark: I have undiagnosed depression, and i feel i have to pretend im happy not just online but IRL
because i don't want to get bombarded with "is everything okay"
or worry people.

I also suffer from undiagnosed ADHD and social anxiety.
and all i know is art but no one is really interested in listening to the same stuff

which is understandable.
but i just have...not much to share in my life which is centered around....sadness kinda lol

Shark

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Yeah I understand that :( Maybe a depression/mental health discord could be an option for you to chat in? I've tried joining them and I'm too nervous to post, but they're probably cool.

MoodyB

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@Shark: probably not tbh.
because often times if i talk about my mental illness
i kind of just get... Unsolicited advice...

and there isn't much i can do about it because of Covid, relious family members
and just money issues.

so then i try to never talk about it if i can help it

Shark

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Yeah, true. There's gotta be stuff that's just chatting and not meant for advice though.

Covid makes this all worse. When you're already dealing with health, grief, bigotry, money issues, and whatever else, an added hurdle is just... impossible. Idk how anyone is expected to be happy. :/

Ping me!

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MoodyB

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@Shark:Maybe but im not good to talk with tbh lol.
discords i end up muting or leaving all together.

Art right now is keeping me content.
but my mom's condition is just...really affecting me i think, and im beyond tired
even tho i go to bed early i always feel fatigued lol

Ouja Akuma

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Aw, I enjoyed talking to you the few times we did. :c But it's okay to leave, I don't find myself on here as much as I want to only because it's hard to make friends on a slow moving site. But popping in daily and then going about my business has kept me tied at least.
I hope you'll return and maybe we can chat again c:
Take it easy.

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@moodyb: hey there hun I like chatting with you I don't think you ever talk nonsense .. when ever we chatted I always enjoyed the conversation.. conversation isn't supposed to be a specific type of way .. true friends can talk the biggest pile of nonsense and still enjoy the conversation and that person's company .. very sad to hear that u feel like this :( I wish there was something I could do to make u feel better ... I'm always around if u need to vent or chat ... Don't ever feel awkward here .. u have friends here who care about you .. ❤️

Wildfire

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@MoodyB: I will miss you if you go on hiatus, but I understand. I definitely enjoy our chats. I like talking about art and it makes me happy that you (and others) are actually doing art all the time! <3 Whatever you decide to do with Voltra, I'm here if you want to chat (or not) and I wish you only the best of luck <3

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MoodyB

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im just not really happy on here.
and i have no idea how to change it cause talking more and actively just seemed to have
made the imposter syndrome...much worse.

thanks for your kind words.

Merynia

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@moodyb: I invite you to the Arcade, let's play some games there ☺️

Granted, they may be just counting games or a-to-z games, but at least it's a way to still be kind of active without being forced to chat ☺️

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MoodyB

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@Merynia: i never go to the arcade xD
that's just a forum i never step foot in.

Merynia

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@moodyb: Ah okay. No problem at all! If you decide to go there, you'll probably find me playing the games on the first two pages of the forum 😊

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MoodyB

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I never really had much interest in forum games

Glume

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Hey! Mental health breaks can be very important. We're here for you whenever you're ready, fam.

Ping me, Devil Daddy, ping me.

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MoodyB

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@Glume: thank you. im sure i'll come back soon and feel better.

MoodyB

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@Nephila: I can't afford to go to a psychiatrist or any kind of therapist or anything.
my family is very poor at the moment.
so i kinda just have to deal with it on my own.

and especially with covid i don't feel safe to look into going to one or talking to one.
it's just very complex subject in my house.

I'm still doing art on here.
i just won't be talking and trying to get orders done.
I'll have to put you on the waist list since i have 2-3 other people that want to order art.

MoodyB

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@Nephila: art mostly is my coping mechanism for all my problems.

which does good but i end up frustrated if i dont do art lol.
but mostly more complicated with family stuff.

MoodyB

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@Nephila: not really no.
i mostly just browse artists i like on twitter or ig.

your link also just redirects me back here

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