@danielle: Wait... what happened with that guy - I thought things were going well? Awww... I'm sorry to hear that you've got some symptoms. Rest up and take care of yourself :3


@star2000shadow: egocentricity... self-centeredness is a synonym... you should probabaly look up an official definition of the word, but basically it's personal wants and beliefs being central to a person's actions, behaviors, etc. Self-serving. It implies a certain lack of empathy or caring for other people because all a person cares about is their own well-being, their own wants being satisfied, etc. ...

@danielle: Aaah, so you guys are just on different pages. It's good that you know what you want :3
I hope you feel better soon

@danielle: Exactly. That's an awesome way to think about it.

I am... procrastinating. I should be cleaning and preparing the house for tomorrow (Thanksgiving) but I am having a hard time motivating myself to do it - partly because there's too much to do (and not all of the work is "mine" (I'm having to clean up around and for other people which is irritating me ATM).

What's your day looking like today?

...ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ @Wildfire: wow...that is so..I'll admit it crops up sometimes with me, but mostly I avoid being like that the best I can. today I see my worker. I'm gonna see if she can take me to get my left hearing aid looked at, it's stopped working. won't even charge 'frowns' and using only one hearing aid is leaving me a bit off balanced. how is your day going? is it cold where you live yet? <:3( )~~

@danielle: that sounds like a lot of possible things to do today! What did you decide to do?
I cleaned. I recognize my house again (we're mid-process of "round 1 decluttering" and things always get worse when you do that before they get better)


@star2000shadow: it crops up with everyone - it's part of our survival instinct... but, we also have a choice whether or not to indulge it and we can train ourselves to be "better people", not guided by completely self-serving notions... but you need to be aware of the instinct first, in order to make that intentional choice.

It apparently got down to 46*F last night. It is much warmer now- I think it's warmer out there than the 70*F my phone is telling me it is.

Oh, I hope you can get your hearing aide fixed... that has got to be disorienting!!

@Wildfire: lol! The books are real, and are a really easy read. I think used online, they're between 4-11$ each. :d It feels like reading a knock-off Castle episode. XD There are only 6 books. :3

I'm spending today cleaning because this is the worst I've let my house go since moving in and of course, my mom had to stop by. =3= She was on a road trip getting my Aunt to a different state, so they went out of their way a bit to visit me. :3 I'm glad they did.

I went to a specialist, they primarily focused on a very long ultrasound. The specialist was a short visit and seemed .. unconcerned with my condition. so I guess that's good, but didn't help my uneasy feeling. /sigh/

I'm okay today, Burnt out and I just want my home to be clean. So I'm crabby and bossing my kids around and getting things done myself.
I'm feeling a residual annoyance from the last couple of days and today, no one got the trash out to the road with our can overflowing. so.. just.. annoyed. :<

...ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ @Wildfire: 'rubs face' had to leave it there, as the lady had left to go home early 'sigh' ah well. at least I have one that works so I can sorta hear. <:3( )~~

@danielle: it's not a bad thing to have some downtime, or to have a slow day. It sounds like you were productive, and I'm glad you had a good day!



@star2000shadow: one is better than none, but I don't suppose that helps your slightly off-balance feeling. Will you at least be able to get it fixed and picked up by the end of the week?

...ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ @Wildfire: Dunno, I'm giving it a tentive 'next week' time table. <:3( )~~

...ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ @Wildfire: hmm well least I can kinda hear. I consider it a win. So, how goes your day? other then that Mines pretty cool. <:3( )~~