So, until recently, I've been employed as a manager, sometimes pulling over 8 hours a day with no weekends. My daily routine was usually wake up, go as hard as I can, eat, crash, repeat.
Now, due to the fact that literally everyone I've ever worked for wronged me in some way I have had to take a part-time job in the evening as a housekeeper. yay. But like... I have ALL THIS FREE TIME NOW.
I mean, I have no problem filling the day with art and movies, but I'm getting very sick of being in my house all day. I need an outside activity! Now... due to my narcolepsy I pretty much travel by foot, so "going for a walk" seems less like an fun activity and more like something I just have to do to get to that fun activity. What do people even do during the day!? I like... want to be social but in a non-committal way. I want to do... things... but I hate sports. All my usual going out activities are night-time based and usually cost money which I do not have. Am I too picky to have fun?
Now, due to the fact that literally everyone I've ever worked for wronged me in some way
(job 1:I was threatened with being fired and then stalked at home for defending an employees state rights. job 2: Got promised, trained for and worked as the manager of a department for a full month before they put someone else in charge claiming they "had no idea I even wanted the job, you must have forgotten to apply" job 3: got pulled into the office daily for some ripe new BS after making it known I wanted to be in management again, when I asked what I was doing wrong and why people who were late and people who quit got hired into management when I was doing all their jobs and kept getting moved from department to department... I got told it was because of my cleavage. I told them I thought my cleavage was fine since I worked in a back room with no ventilation surrounded by women. I was then told I looked like I was selling it. Yep, my boss called me a prostitute.)
I mean, I have no problem filling the day with art and movies, but I'm getting very sick of being in my house all day. I need an outside activity! Now... due to my narcolepsy I pretty much travel by foot, so "going for a walk" seems less like an fun activity and more like something I just have to do to get to that fun activity. What do people even do during the day!? I like... want to be social but in a non-committal way. I want to do... things... but I hate sports. All my usual going out activities are night-time based and usually cost money which I do not have. Am I too picky to have fun?