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Should I even be sorry for not being active lately?
I'm not even sure if this is already depression im experiencing or im just really really sad and gloomy. Basically, I'm beating myself up. I am the type of person who likes to overthink. What will happen now? Now that things have just gone bad? It wouldn't have happened if im THIS and THAT. Why am I not THIS and THAT? Why is it so hard for me to be THIS and THAT? How come other people are capable of THIS and THAT?? Do I even deserve to think that everything will be okay?? Where can I get this reassurance that everything will be okay?? It's not like I'll believe anyone but myself. Only I can believe myself when I say it's gonna be okay... and right now... I don't know the answer..and that scares me.