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Everything was going fine the last couple of months but suddenly I feel lonely. Maybe it's because I am jobless again and I have to much time. I am almost turning 30 and I am still single. I don't like going out to bars, clubs etc (I do love going to metal concerts) because I would just feel insecure not knowing what to do. I also have a fear for rejection since I was bullied in highschool. Which makes it hard for me to just go up to a guy I like and start a convo.
Blerg it sucks
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