You can die anytime...
Aria looked over at him, hearing his words,"Hayden... why? Why didn't you tell me before?" She murmured, kneeling before him,"Why keep yourself secret from me?" She was still crying a bit, but she couldn't pull herself away,"I only came back for you... to have you in my life again... I've missed you more than you could ever know..." She heard his words on wondering why she could ever have feelings for him,"How could I not?" She asked softly,"We hung out ALL THE TIME... You were able to walk in my house any time you wanted, you had meals with us whenever you wanted... No one else ever had that with my family but you..."
but living takes true courage.