@Hazer: That makes sense, though it also sounds like they're people who need more help than they are getting.

Ara ara, ah well. Any plans for tomorrow~?

@Hazer: How goes it? Nice hangout ya have here lol

Donate flowers to you? Is something going on? o-o

@Hazer: Ohhh, that actually sounds like an amazing idea o-o

@Hazer: XD; I'm not sure I'm up to that honestly, Solia really wore me down. What I mean by that is... they banned me when that site was still alive for being staff on a different avatar sit. How that's related? My main account lost tears had a lot of items from myself and others meant specifically for the purpose of giving away, it was a charity. Anytime I think of doing anything similar to that, I just think of all the items that had been lost and just get all sorts of nervous. Does that make sense? It just puts knots in my stomach even thinking about giving a lot away, even if I don't generally like holding onto extra items.

@Hazer: I'm very glad, I guess it'll just take awhile to get used to. Sites always surprise me. Gaia I joined in 2003 and was the one place I expected my account to get jumped, but that never happened. The eclipse faction from solia is the only reason I started being less invisible on forums and actually talk to people. Before then, my only interactions on forums had been negative. Even on a pagan forum, one person read information on a character of mine and thought that I thought that was me? But yeah, normally my over honest gets me in trouble, or people finding out stuff, misunderstanding what they find, and being unwilling to listen to anything. That faction had people like Rallaa, his girlfriend who isn't a member of this site, zuzu, and others who in general were accepting of everyone and all our weirdness. It felt like a warm family and it made me think that forums could be welcoming, kind, and accepting places too. They helped me become more social and get better at wording things and socializing in general. But it didn't change that a lot of past sites left scars on me, solia sadly included on that list. So... Voltra has always been kind, even when I first joined. It was amazing how kind people were then and still are now, you guys have a wonderful site. I just need to heal a bit I guess? I'll just aim for baby steps, aim for... maybe giving things away to random people. I've done that once or twice already at some point by accident anyway.

@Hazer: Eh? x///x Thank you? That was really kind to say. I see how you ended up with fans~