"Merry Solstice Vaughn,
I refuse to believe ya dead.
I took over your shop, I'm not sorry. You shouldn't have abandoned it.
I've been living off what Volkan sends me for months. Depressed.
Self loathing.
Dissociative.
Trying to distract myself head deep in whateva' new thing I be inventin'.
Anything to stop thinkin' about ya.
Changed the name to "Reduce, Reuse, Reinvent"
I knew you were kinda passionate about waste and 'goin' green'.
I guess this is my way to honor ya.
If you're dead, I hate not being able to say goodbye.
But if you're out there...somewhere...and you ran away.
I hate you.
A couple more months will be two years. "