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Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/07/21 21:29:14 )
@vengeance: I got a socalled ' late term brain damage' and I cant feel much of my left arm + it is hard to control when I havent slept for a while or when it i cold or my brain has been over exposed to sensory stimulation.
I have a neuro-psyciatrist's word n paper that I am not recommended t get trough an education ( was else working towards becoming an anthropologist T_T ) or a fulltime job... So the past 3½ yeears Ive beenbattling the system, trying to get a pension beenin jobtraining for 2 of those years both didnt go too well. it exhausts me beyond anything. even if it is just 2 hours 2 times a week. so that I barely can focus on getting shopped or try to work on my friendships.
also I get super dizzy when suddenly exposed to cold weather or when Ive been in train/car and get out of it in the winter period. It feels like I'm litterally suddenly dragged towards the ground even if I stand still. My senses has also been affected making my eyes a lot more sensitive to bright light. being tired I also sometimes cant figure out how to swallow or to talk. even in mother language. ^^;
But at least I am not bound to a wheelchair which the doctors and nurses else was convined that I would be as I for the first month in the hspital couldnt move more than my left arm and my head from side to side. But I proved them wrong and spendta month fousing on getting to learn to walk again.. and how to use a fork, toothbrush, bhairbrush and such again. but my muscle sin the left arm /( and leg )are till weaker than in the right