I got dizzy durng the ending of my meal and couldnt decide if I was mre hungry or if I was thirsty, ended up deciding on thirst. ^^;
Also casually remembered that my grandmother had bday 4 days ago.. ^^;;; not that Im seeing or talkng much to her, basically its only during family fests like my greatgrandmothers birthday or my youngest nieces bday.
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( also gonna say its a weird feeling when it feels like your brain is itching.. Just had a creepy spell that raised my anxiety ><')

Speaking of sleepy I read first 'my grandmother had a baby 4 days ago' and had to double check

@Lithinel: I understand anxiety. I have it too. Trust me, you can have a job. It gets better the more you work, though I don't know how far your anxiety reaches. Mine is social anxiety. At first, I would hide behind things. When customers came to check out, I would go do something else until they left. Now, I just work in the backroom of the store. I rarely have to deal with customers unless they really need me on register. It's nice back there. Quiet. I get left alone for the most part because the backroom associates are supposed to be the last called out of everyone. My other problems are I am very anxious about phone calls. I panic if I have to make one so I usually avoid even calling a doctor when I think I need it. I also don't drive because I am afraid to go to driving classes and have to be taught by someone I don't know, but eventually I know I'll have to drive. My parents won't live forever to take me to work.

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@Tuijp: They were extra yummy!