@MoodyB: That's super understandable is really hard to forgive someone who really has hurt you.Plus they don't seem like nice people to me so is better to cut them out of your life it seems or just don't see them often. In my case it was my mother... We didn't have a good relationship in the past heck looking back, it was pretty toxic.
And it took a lot of time and a lot in me to forgive her and hell I think I'm still not fully there yet. I just chose to forgive her because it gets pretty tiring and not healthy being resentful all the time and life is just too short to be pissed off at everyone else but that's me. Sorry for the long rant.
I'm still not up meeting people yet but is nice to just go out by myself and be surrounded by nature and take short walks.
Yeah I'm the same way usually I plan it on my head. I'll get the sketch done in the first day and then start painting on day 2 and then on day 3. I try to finish a painting at least once a week and post it online and so far is working for me well.
And it took a lot of time and a lot in me to forgive her and hell I think I'm still not fully there yet. I just chose to forgive her because it gets pretty tiring and not healthy being resentful all the time and life is just too short to be pissed off at everyone else but that's me. Sorry for the long rant.
I'm still not up meeting people yet but is nice to just go out by myself and be surrounded by nature and take short walks.
Yeah I'm the same way usually I plan it on my head. I'll get the sketch done in the first day and then start painting on day 2 and then on day 3. I try to finish a painting at least once a week and post it online and so far is working for me well.