(˵◕ ᴥ ◕˵)ﾉ Hello there
So a few years ago i met this person (ill call her rock) on a con and me and Rock really got along well.
We had similer intrests and dispite me having social anxiety and just being bad at staying in touch with ppl i tried to interact with them weekly.
Whenever there was a con we would messag eachother and meet up briefly (just saying hi, short convo) and then we went our seperate ways. On few ocasions we even went in a group (Rock, another friend of mine and me) and hung out all day.
Rock and i even went to shop for books in the city bc i was intrested in some but din knew any places.
I really liked Rock as a friend but as they started getting new intrests and me not being able to catch up to those we kinda lost contact. She then also stopped using instagram so just to be able to like keep interacting with Rock i made a Twitter and Tumblr.
Its now been a good few months since me and Rock talked, however whenever i went on twitter i saw my feed was filled with her stuff. Yesterday before sleeping while in bed i went on twitter (i know bad thing to do b4 sleep) and i saw nothing from rock? I was like ok? i search them in the ppl i follow and she dosnt apear? Im verry confused. So i search them and Rock blocked me?
I was so shocked and hurt. Igo on my second art acc wich she also blocked.
I go on instagram, where dispite her not posting i still followed her but she deleted me from it.
So im like devestated? i have no idea whats going on? So i message my other friend telling her. And then that friend lets me know shes also deleted from her instagram?
I have no idea what i did, i feel terible and want to cry (i also need to get my monthly T shot so this is affecting me even more lol)
Like its been awhile me and Rock talked but i dont think thats a reasen to be blocked?
But like i thought our friendship was mutual?
On the otherhand, i know my ex gets along with alot of people in the cosplay/con comunity and id honestly wouldnt be suprised they where making it seem like im a horrible person. Somebody that was friends with both of us ended up not being friends with my ex anymore and they told me my ex constantly kept telling them im a bad person. (not saying what i did is good but we where both bad, on top of that they where a verry toxic person and in the end i couldnt handle it anymore)
I still have Rocks phone number but i feel like if she blocked me it means she wants no contact anymore so i also dont want to disrepect that
Sorry guys just had to vent :')
We had similer intrests and dispite me having social anxiety and just being bad at staying in touch with ppl i tried to interact with them weekly.
Whenever there was a con we would messag eachother and meet up briefly (just saying hi, short convo) and then we went our seperate ways. On few ocasions we even went in a group (Rock, another friend of mine and me) and hung out all day.
Rock and i even went to shop for books in the city bc i was intrested in some but din knew any places.
I really liked Rock as a friend but as they started getting new intrests and me not being able to catch up to those we kinda lost contact. She then also stopped using instagram so just to be able to like keep interacting with Rock i made a Twitter and Tumblr.
Its now been a good few months since me and Rock talked, however whenever i went on twitter i saw my feed was filled with her stuff. Yesterday before sleeping while in bed i went on twitter (i know bad thing to do b4 sleep) and i saw nothing from rock? I was like ok? i search them in the ppl i follow and she dosnt apear? Im verry confused. So i search them and Rock blocked me?
I was so shocked and hurt. Igo on my second art acc wich she also blocked.
I go on instagram, where dispite her not posting i still followed her but she deleted me from it.
So im like devestated? i have no idea whats going on? So i message my other friend telling her. And then that friend lets me know shes also deleted from her instagram?
I have no idea what i did, i feel terible and want to cry (i also need to get my monthly T shot so this is affecting me even more lol)
Like its been awhile me and Rock talked but i dont think thats a reasen to be blocked?
But like i thought our friendship was mutual?
On the otherhand, i know my ex gets along with alot of people in the cosplay/con comunity and id honestly wouldnt be suprised they where making it seem like im a horrible person. Somebody that was friends with both of us ended up not being friends with my ex anymore and they told me my ex constantly kept telling them im a bad person. (not saying what i did is good but we where both bad, on top of that they where a verry toxic person and in the end i couldnt handle it anymore)
I still have Rocks phone number but i feel like if she blocked me it means she wants no contact anymore so i also dont want to disrepect that
Sorry guys just had to vent :')
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Tumbleweed
