Just the worst thing ever.

Glume

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Massive trigger warning.
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Someone I love, someone I grew up with like a sister, is no longer with us. She decided to take her own life. She left us all alone. I want to be so mad, but she had just found out she was schizophrenic. I both understand and can't fathom why at the same time. I'm angry and sad but mostly just empty. Losing someone is bad enough, this is so much worse.

Deaa

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im so sorry for your loss
that's a lot of information to take in

Glume

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@Deaa: thank you. I have no one to talk to and I need to keep it together for the family, so I'm glad I can come here and be heard.

Deaa

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@glume: no problem, shit is hard
you deserve to process things
did you find out today?

Miss Sandman

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@Glume: oh lord iam so Sorry for Your loss and hope that you can find piece again any day in the Future. I totally can understand how mad and lost you must be... best wishes

Glume

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@Deaa: yesterday. Before that we had three days of her having gone missing.

@Miss Sandman: thank you. My delightful daughter is helping me a lot. Her first birthday is this month

Miss Sandman

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@Glume: i van imagine with Kids everything gets so real

~Pls Ping me~
Nothing fancy to see here!!!

Deaa

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@glume: oh wow that's rough and sudden :/

i'm wishing you and her other loved ones well during this time
are you having a ceremony or funeral for her?

@ me tho. | Hangout. | OCs. | Avatars.

looking to buy: ARIES

Glume

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@Deaa: Her mother is still trying to decide what to do about that. There are a lot of people who loved her but do not love each other, so gathering them all in one place could be problematic.

Anarchist Beauty

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My condolences to her family as well as you.
It's always a tragedy to lose someone we care for.

Glume

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@Anarchist Beauty: Thank you so much.

Aisukohi

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@Glume: I'm so sorry for your loss. </3 I've never lost someone to suicide, but I have loved ones who have, and even those losses made me feel loss, so I can only imagine one so close to home.

I hope you and her other loved ones can find peace and healing someday. Just remember that your feelings are normal, and don't let anyone tell you how to grieve. You take all the time you need. Also, my inbox is open if you ever need, even though I'm not on much these days, but please don't hesitate to message if needed!