@Ava: I hope it does change. I do find that shows and such are getting a bit better at being more open. I guess as the old folks die off, things might change?

@Ava: Hey, as I tell my friends irl, that it's okay to have a bad weekend. I have suffered from depression since like middle school, it comes and goes. So you don't have to worry about bring the mood down, when you are feeling down. It's okay. I'm glad you are at least eating and using the restroom. You don't have to push yourself and you can take it slow.

My weekend is alright, we had a covid scare, fiancé dad has it, and he saw his dad last weekend. He had to run around yesterday to find a location to get tested. Thank god is was negative, which allowed us to go pick out his wedding suit. As for tomorrow, my plans are to hang out at home and reply to our rps.

Which as I know you are feeling down, don't feel pressure to force a reply, when I get them done.

@Ava: There is no shame in having to need help again. That's what they are there for. My best friend irl, legit can not function without seeing a therapist. She would tell you, that it's ok to regress, as long as you keep trying and seeking help when you need it. I understand why you feel ashamed and why it will take time to feel like it's okay to ask for help, but I just want to offer some reassure that you aren't weak or a failure or any other negative thing because you need help again. Admitting you need help, and getting it is a very strong thing to do, and shows that you have a strong will to change. Like anything that will be bumps and some back sliding, but it's okay to "fail" as long as you keep trying.

I hope that's somewhat reassuring.

Ehhh, it's kinda his fault. He's a right leaner guy, and like constantly going to church and not wearing a mask anymore. Like my future mother in law is nothing like that, but he wouldn't have gotten tested, if she hadn't nagged him to. I might, I'll have to see how they look. I tend to have low esteem when it comes to pictures of me.

@Ava: Are you sure that your dad isn't one of my step relatives? Because he sounds a lot like my stepaunt. Really I can't stand how fox brainwashes older people like that.

@Ava: I wish the news wasn't consider entertainment. I wish it could be just here are the facts, etc.

Right, I was like, dude why did you even answer your dad's questions. He know now to say like hey that's not okay, but I'm my guy first well everything, so he was caught off guard. Like if his dad comes to over to help with house work, and I'm like it's this, he ingores me and keeps trying to solve the problem. I'm like dude, I'm from a small town in bumfeck nowhere, I know that my basement is flooding, because there is no grass in my yard to stop the water.

That's terrible of your father. I am sorry that you've had to deal with that. Like people who end up dating abusers, aren't dumb for that. I know that what happens is mental issues. One of my mom's exes, my ex step dad, was abusive. I find that people start to think that well this is all I'm worth, or that it's their fault for the abuse, etc, and so it get's so hard to reach out, and it must be worse when someone who suppose to be loving parent will say shit like that. If you ever do get the chance to move out, then I do hope you can cut contact with your dad.

Your mom sounds like she had grown tons and tons, and that's good. I have a old highschool friend, he ended up transitioning himself, and his mom didn't stay in contact with him, but his father did. I was always impressed that his father choose to stay by his now son's side.


Side off topic note, for the god rp reply, if you want to move to the next day, you can do that, and assume at some point dorothea summoned him, you can choose the location for the day.

@Ava: Exactly, the best we can do is control our reactions. Ya know and try not to waste time of those who are unchangeable.


So yeah, it sounds like he just can't think outside himself. There are a lot of people like that. It sucks, but not much one day do, but stay away if possible. Sounds like your mom is a really great person now, and is open to change.

It's no problem. I'm rooting for you. Think of me as the online cheerleading team.

Well I'm excited for you to read the response, because I'm surprise at how both characters felt like responding to the replies. Sometimes I feel like my characters control me, as I write, and not me controlling them.

@Ava: Autocorrect is the worst. I can't say how many times I will pick a word, and it will go, you mean x. I'm like no, I legit type this, and it's a real word.

Well that's true we don't want push overs, but like if a parent hurts you and they shouldn't have, I want them to be like I'm sorry. Not the whole, I'm your parent and it doesn't matter, cause I'm in charge, roar.

This is why we have to get him a throne, so he can do all the drama there. Clearly he wasn't even a bad king as the third thor movie showed.

@Ava: Yeah, I do think that is the case. My fiance's parents are normal, even with a trumper dad. Like they don't fight during holidays at all. My family always has a fight, it's like wait fighting isn't normal?

Well like in the movies and shows, he is open to change. He's just having a rough go of life right now. If I were in his shoes, I'd be just as pissed at the situation, but from Nicole's pov shes like hey i also just learned everything i ever thought was true was a lie. But like the story plot we've given is very cruel to him at the start too.

@Kory: That's awesome that you got some real good sleep. What have you been up to today?