SO as the title said, I'm going to do something I should have done two years ago: apologise for a stupid post I made while angry (for whatever reason.. I can't remember)
Also, a life update, but that will be in a spoiler. The apology is more important.
The life update doesn't excuse anything since the post was 2 years ago and the life update is from July last year to now, I just didn't want to make 2 posts and take away from the apology.
(I'm sorry if it's worded badly, I'm not good with words but I tried to get my feelings across as best I could and make it clear that i'm thankful for the people who said something and tried to educate me, called me out, etc)
So two years ago I made this post, which was uncalled for and I should have NEVER made it. I should have apologised back then, but I just wanted to forget it ever happened.
Obviously, I couldn't, so I want to do this now.
I'm sorry, very sorry. I hurt people, I know that, and I acknowledge my fucked up post. I should have been more considerate, and I should have just asked about it rather than being so disrespectful towards people who just wanted to use their choice of labels.
Obviously, I don't expect people to be like 'omg it's okay it was 2 years ago' because while it WAS 2 years ago, I was still an adult and I should have known better since I am also queer and have struggled with identity and shit. I can't even remember what made me post it or why I posted it, but I hate that I ever thought like that.
Needless to say I no longer think like I did when I wrote that old post. I respect and support whatever identity and label you use, and recently I have been trying to figure out the exact label for my sexuality (although I still just use gay lmao). Whatever you go by, it's your choice.
Also, if I'm ever a dick head again, please call me out, this was a learning experience that I'm deeply thankful for. Thank you to those who called me out in the comments. I mean it.
I put this in serious talk because, well, it was about a serious topic in my eyes, but if you think it should move feel free to do so.
Also, let me know if the 'life update' should go in a new post, I don't want it to take away from the actual point of me making this post. (granted it doesn't excuse anything since the post was made 2 years ago, but just in case)
Also, a life update, but that will be in a spoiler. The apology is more important.
The life update doesn't excuse anything since the post was 2 years ago and the life update is from July last year to now, I just didn't want to make 2 posts and take away from the apology.
(I'm sorry if it's worded badly, I'm not good with words but I tried to get my feelings across as best I could and make it clear that i'm thankful for the people who said something and tried to educate me, called me out, etc)
So two years ago I made this post, which was uncalled for and I should have NEVER made it. I should have apologised back then, but I just wanted to forget it ever happened.
Obviously, I couldn't, so I want to do this now.
I'm sorry, very sorry. I hurt people, I know that, and I acknowledge my fucked up post. I should have been more considerate, and I should have just asked about it rather than being so disrespectful towards people who just wanted to use their choice of labels.
Obviously, I don't expect people to be like 'omg it's okay it was 2 years ago' because while it WAS 2 years ago, I was still an adult and I should have known better since I am also queer and have struggled with identity and shit. I can't even remember what made me post it or why I posted it, but I hate that I ever thought like that.
Needless to say I no longer think like I did when I wrote that old post. I respect and support whatever identity and label you use, and recently I have been trying to figure out the exact label for my sexuality (although I still just use gay lmao). Whatever you go by, it's your choice.
Also, if I'm ever a dick head again, please call me out, this was a learning experience that I'm deeply thankful for. Thank you to those who called me out in the comments. I mean it.
So, life update. I've been on and off of Voltra for the past...year? The post mentioned above is probably why, but I can't remember for sure.
I've gotten into some new games: D4DJ, Bandori, Priconne, Shining Nikki, Tears Of Themis... And i'm waiting for pjsekai to release globally, and also Blue Archive.
Other than that, I've been drawing. I haven't stopped, and most of it is still Belphie LMAO.
Anyway, I'm alright I guess? I'm doing better now I think, I'm drawing again which is a good sign.
I've gotten into some new games: D4DJ, Bandori, Priconne, Shining Nikki, Tears Of Themis... And i'm waiting for pjsekai to release globally, and also Blue Archive.
Other than that, I've been drawing. I haven't stopped, and most of it is still Belphie LMAO.
So, now onto the bit with the pets...
On July 4th last year, we had to put our cat Tiger to sleep. On January 2nd this year, we found Fluffy outside, we think it might have been shock from the fireworks, but we don't exactly know. On August 21st, we had to have Meggy put to sleep, due to old age and health complications. I won't go into detail about everything that happened with the cats, but yeah. After 15 years of having cats, we now have none. It's jarring that's for sure. Each of them made my mental health worse, but all 3 being gone is weird as hell. My depression was already bad but honestly it maaay have gotten worse.
On July 4th last year, we had to put our cat Tiger to sleep. On January 2nd this year, we found Fluffy outside, we think it might have been shock from the fireworks, but we don't exactly know. On August 21st, we had to have Meggy put to sleep, due to old age and health complications. I won't go into detail about everything that happened with the cats, but yeah. After 15 years of having cats, we now have none. It's jarring that's for sure. Each of them made my mental health worse, but all 3 being gone is weird as hell. My depression was already bad but honestly it maaay have gotten worse.
Anyway, I'm alright I guess? I'm doing better now I think, I'm drawing again which is a good sign.
I put this in serious talk because, well, it was about a serious topic in my eyes, but if you think it should move feel free to do so.
Also, let me know if the 'life update' should go in a new post, I don't want it to take away from the actual point of me making this post. (granted it doesn't excuse anything since the post was made 2 years ago, but just in case)
