And like
I know it’s real in some capacity.
My time with Alicia proved that.
I wish I had another mentor to help me make sense of things
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Last night the Looker looked like a Pokémon. Like a glamour of pikachu. To make me let down my guard. And I think it worked.
If that was a test I failed. But I think it was just training. Unsure.
There’s really no teacher. Do I need to become lucid?
If that was a test I failed. But I think it was just training. Unsure.
There’s really no teacher. Do I need to become lucid?
Maybe I should try to find an online community for this kind of thing
Or I should at least reconnect with my daily practice. I haven’t touched my cards since we moved except the once.
Maybe an old school blog about it.
And yeah I think paper is right out. I’m wishing I could pull up my reading from last year but I don’t know where the fuck I saved it
Or I should at least reconnect with my daily practice. I haven’t touched my cards since we moved except the once.
Maybe an old school blog about it.
And yeah I think paper is right out. I’m wishing I could pull up my reading from last year but I don’t know where the fuck I saved it
And if I had a blog and I joined a forum I could kinda connect with others on it
I dunno. Last year when things were looking so dark I had a crisis of faith for the first time. And I don’t know that I’ve recovered. And that hurts.
I have a desire for concrete knowledge, not faith. But I guess that’s not how that works.
I take a measure of someone, decide their capacity to hurt me, and react as if they’ve already done it. I think that’s thanks fo the shade. Need to chill with that.
I believe in shades. I believe in light.
I believe in the cycle. I believe in my higher being.
I believe in the cycle. I believe in my higher being.
Honestly I’ve stopped calling him Ed because he’s just me, I’ve recently learned. Still kinda call them “e dreams” which is fitting. It is ecstasy, that power. What little power it is.
I wish I knew how to use it in this life though. I feel relatively powerless here. Though that’s not true.
I need to reconnect with my roots and study the culture and paganism of my ancestors. That might lead me somewhere. Works for baby bear.
I need to reconnect with my roots and study the culture and paganism of my ancestors. That might lead me somewhere. Works for baby bear.
Doesn’t matter any way. The pantheons are all just reflections of the same light
Sounds like whatever I do I should back it up on GitHub
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.