thinking i could earn some volts posting my thoughts out loud that i normally do on social media haha

other people are free to join i guess, i just want a space that is kind of my own to return to since i go inactive for long periods of time :3

wait DOES this subforum earn you volts. or just a small amount. i don't mind either way, this can be a little journal and way to normalize coming on here for me

right now im thinking about how ive had this pair of boots for a few weeks already and it still rubs and chafes my heels when im out walking
i want to break them in more thoroughly and have been trying to massage the leather, apply a shoe balm, wearing thick socks, walking around more, jumping around in them etc etc
i don't wanna do anything extreme to them but i do hope they break in quicker. i would love to wear them now even tho it is warmer and they will be good in the fall too.

i mostly just wanna have chill fun conversations because it can be draining being vigilant about my other social media
i dont know how to keep conversations going and being autistic gets in the way as does social anxiety

im basically saying a bunch of things that anyone who clicks into my posts or this thread can see so it wont be anything too personal but i know ive probably overshared sometimes when venting in certain threads here, it's just a tendency of mine ^^;

sometimes i have trouble figuring out if i want to eat a snack or take a nap. very different things i know. maybe i will lay down and come back and try to post more in the evening. odd timezone woes include just having more excuses to avoid people since they're not online when i am anyway...ooops... ^^;;;