@Vozzy: I think I'll just add you as a friend on here if you're cool with it. But, yes, they're all up there having the time of their lives.

@totalanimefan: No it wasn't from Covid. At the end of her life my mama was suffering from Breast Cancer, A faulty heart, and dialysis. I think the combination of those three things is what caused her to passed away. All I really know is that I still feel guilty because she passed away with just me in the room, it was brutal NGL

@Q t e a p o n: I can't remember how long I was on there. I think it was only a couple of months before it went byebye. Oh well.

@vozzy: sweet deal. Thankfully you requested me for a friend lol

@Shark: I still live at the same house I grew up in the only difference is that I'm, now, planning my third and final wedding. I was also officially diagnosed as severely depressed and anxious. Plus I recently got my undiagnosed PTSD from my childhood trauma diagnosed. Oh and I've got a chiweenie named Bear who is my emotional support puppers.

@Q t e a p o n: Yeah I was a sad panda when it shut down. When it comes to being engaged in a forum it's usually if I get replied to. Or if I find it fun to be there, you know?

@Totalanimefan: I think the main reason why she passed away that night is because her heart gave out. She was given a vest thingy to keep her heart from stopping and the only time she could take it off was when she showered. That night she wanted a shower and we were joking around, as per usual with us, and the next thing I know her eyes roll up in the back of her head and she falls back. And, then, she was gone.

@Shark: Yeah this third one is the final one for me. I just know it is because my future hubby makes me feel amazing and not like the two exes before him. So I know I got a winner finally lol. And, yeah, Bear is definitely a cute name for him. Cause he's smol and such a cuddle bug. He also happens to love giving kisses. I must now find a picture to show off because he's my furbaby.

@Totalanimefan: Do me a solid and please don't ever take your folks for granted. Make sure they know how much they absolutely mean to you each and every day. I'm sure you do that already after almost losing them because that will knock some sense into anyone. But I just want you to know it could be way worse and you might say something you regret and never be able to take it back.

That... sounds different. I've never heard of that before. My future hubby and I have picked a date, we just haven't picked the year, for when we're gonna do the whole getting hitched thing.

@Shark: Same though. I really thought I wouldn't find the right dude after all the crap I went through with all my exes. So yeah. I also hope the photo works.

@Totalanimefan: I mean the woman was a fighter until the very end and she knew how much I loved her. The reason I'm still feeling slightly guilty is that I'm CPR, AED, and First Aid certified. I should of reacted differently to how I did but I froze. I already know that it's different when it comes to someone you love but, still, I can not help but feel like I could of done more.
I mean...if that meant y'all could be together in person then I back that decision 100%

@atropa belladonna: Do you now?

@Totalanimefan: I know that but knowing it and believing it are two different things. I don't think I will ever fully believe that it wasn't my fault. I will know it wasn't but still feel that way. You know?
Ain't nothing wrong with that though. My hubby and I are planning for Halloween to be when we get married, we just have not picked a year.

@Totalanimefan: just because I am upset about my mom it doesn't mean I am not happy because I am. I'm happy knowing she is no longer suffering, I'm happy because I feel like she brought my hubby into my life when he entered it.
Thanks. When I proposed to him he and I immediately picked Halloween as the date because we both love Halloween.

@Totalanimefan: A few nights after he and I meant in person officially. We started talking a few weeks before and once I hugged him in person I just knew that I wanted him as my husband, that he is my soul mate. I was shocked otherwise I probably would of proposed the very moment we hugged lmao.

@atropa belladonna: I REMEMBER YOU! Whoops, sorry hit caps lock in my excitement. How have you been?