Mainly just feeling insanely lost and confused at the moment. In attempt to tell him that I was going to move on, he thought that he had some way to get back to me. When I have already decided that there are outside factors outside of his control that I don't think would work out anyway. I don't see the point of all of this anymore, and a part of me believes we should stop talking. It would allow for healing and growth.. but that would mean to never have someone care about me in the way that he does. Without any expectation. I also think that he should find someone that aligns better for him for several reasons.. I cant possibly be his forever person. I was shocked when he told me I was his best friend. How?

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