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@Totalanimefan: Yeah, that really is what it feels like.
I can see why the religious folks are out there wondering if it's the End of Days or something. x_x;;

Either way, we gotta just keep going, I guess.

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@Totalanimefan: I hope so. I don't think I've ever seen people so solidly unified before.

Aside from that, pretty good. Trying to keep the stress level down, which has been pretty tough.
I've been fighting off a 2 day-long quiet panic attack, so that sucks.
Probably been spending too much time on Instagram. XD;;

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@Totalanimefan: Nah, no medicine for me. They pretty told me that I don't need it.
Since I guess crippling anxiety so bad that I wake up with a jolt, gritting my teeth and already crying isn't enough. :/
I mean, damn, what more are they going to want?

Just sucks because I was using Instagram as a care/stress outlet up until all of this.
I've donated all that I can afford, but i find myself getting super overwhelmed by all of it.
I'm not a fan of all of the shaming of people who can't afford to donate, though. That's just mean.

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@Totalanimefan: I didn't even know there were single use ones. That sounds godly. x_x;;
Even if it just means to get a real night's sleep and wake up okay, for once.

That's so awesome that his company is matching it! That's good to see.
Ours won't, but they got hit pretty hard from CV-19, and are really up-arsed right now about finances. :/
If they decide to match it, though, I'll definitely go for it! :3

ALSO YAYYYYY MY HANGOUT STOLE YOUR POST XD muahahahaha

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@Kozi: It's more like different categories for each RP idea.
And each category has a man channel, media, links, and plot idea channels.
One even has a dialogue channel for bits of dialogue that already came to me about it. lol
So far it's organized and flows nicely.
I hope it will help me and my group organize our thoughts. ^-^

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@Totalanimefan: Yeah, maybe I should change doctors or something. The talking is nice while I'm there, but that feeling vanishes as soon as I leave. And it ends up feeling even worse. Like a tease. :/
A lot of my issue comes from my living situation, but it would be nice to get a proper night's sleep while I get my sh** together in the interim.

And no problem! You can post here whenever you want. :3

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@Totalanimefan: I have a therapist, but I've had to stop going since the clinic closed temporarily due to COVID-19. :/
They are only doing tele-calls and appointments right now, but unfortunately I cannot guarantee that my calls would be private,
so it's been pretty difficult.

I'm sure things will get better. These past few weeks have been really rough, especially this past week.
I hope you're doing alright.

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@Totalanimefan: Pretty much, yeah. I wouldn't be comfortable with that type of conversation being over the phone, anyway.
Too much of it relies on body language and observations. But if it's all you can do, then it\s all you can do. :/

The world does slowlyyyyy seem to be showing change, which is good.
It will never be easy, though. Change never is.

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@Totalanimefan: Yeah, that would be awesome, if I could figure out a way to do it privately.
Even so, the place said my doctor is currently on "vacation", so I'm hoping she didn't get sick. :<

Kozi

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@Totalanimefan: Oh yeah, definitely. I could never do that job.
People tell me I'm easy to talk to, but I usually try to find ways to help.
Sometimes there just isn't anything I can do aside from listening,
but I always feel guilty for not being able to do more for them than that.

I got super overloaded last week, and had to give my brain and heart some space. It sucks.
But sometimes we all need it.
Hopefully everyone will snap back stronger.

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<< >> -randomly drops in and hides in a corner-

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@DevilkinBoi: Hey there, I see you. XD

How's it going? :3

Also, the frog in my yard croaking legit sounds like an office phone. Oo;;
*brrrrrrng! brrrrrng!*

like WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE PICK UP THE DAMNED FROG

DevilkinBoi

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@Kozi: Finally got my new tablet cables today. Just glad my mom goes back to work next week! Should have some peace at home now, unless my brother starts up with the usual.

Uh, I've never handled frogs, so not sure I'd be much help.

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@DevilkinBoi: XDD;; Yay! I'm sure you'll feel loads better when you can use your tablet properly. :3
Some bonus time to yourself will feel amazing, I bet!

*is jealous*

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@Kozi: Oh, the tablet was working fine! It's just that one of the cables was in a questionable state, so I asked a friend to see if he could find me a replacement cable. Better safe than sorry, you know? Thankfully, the cable was able to handle all the use I was giving it until today. Friend brought over the cables after he was done at work. The place he ordered it from, they sent an extra cable as a gift. xD So if that one dies, I have an immediate replacement!

I'll still have to do the usual stuff, but not having mom around to nag me will be a blessing. I'll just drag you over here and we can enjoy some peace together.

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@DevilkinBoi: That would be awesome! Sign me up XD;;

And super good that you have so many cables now! YAY security :3
I feel that way when I have lots of coffee and coffee creamer, lol. XD;;;;;;
It's the little things that keep one sane, I guess. :3

DevilkinBoi

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@Kozi: -air high five-

I just like being prepared in case of anything. I'm the same with my external hard drives. Have a back-up of the back-up.

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@DevilkinBoi: Ooof. I need another one of those. Mine is super old. *fingers crossed*

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@Kozi: I just have so many college and work assignments that I needed somewhere to have them all saved. Then there's having back-ups of computer files since my first laptop died and I lost so much that my dad wasn't able to recover... I currently have three external hard drives. One hasn't seen much use since it only has 500GB. But the 2TB and 4TB ones have been making up for it.

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@DevilkinBoi: Oh wow, that's a lot! Good for you, though! :3
Mine would mostly just be for backups of photos, videos, and originals of art for my Etsy store. XDD;;

Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land~~

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