@Ina: I have a feeling no one is ever fully prepared for life. But then again, I also like to claim life is a myth. Sooo. *shrugs* Just do your best, and let the rest of us help along the way! Kay?

@Juneberry: yeah ;v;
part of what makes it so hard is that imo, i feel worthless if i dont contribute to society because there are so many people in the world whats the point if you'll be forgotten in time once everyone who knew you is dead
but thats just how i feel :vanora_sweat:
@RainbowPanda: its ok ;o; im sort of thinking it as payback for my mom sending me to the hospital in the first place
also it means the other paitents get to enjoy the snacks <3

@Ina: I don't feel I really contribute to society in the slightest myself... but I'm also essentially a humanoid hermit crab from Pluto. But even if you barely leave your apartment like me, you still have impact on people whether you realize it or not. And the fact is, even if it's possibly that their passing will lead to your memory passing... It's also possible it won't. You never know your impact on others just from smiling, you know? Let alone a conversation~