@Alyssya: Your avvie looks nice!

They are doing okay but my dad has a bone spur in his neck that is causing him some pain. I think they are having lots of fun with us though. They missed us alot!

@Alyssya: Thanks! My post style was made by the lovely Yandere. They are super nice and talented! I love it so much!

The special bundle set will be available for 6 months so no need to rush. It all depends how much you like the normal crate sets. I personally love the rare very much. But that's also gonna be around next month as well. :)

@Alyssya: Nah I don't mind. I've been dealing with grief recently. I lost a very loving father-in-law and its my first time dealing with a death so close. I don't really know how to deal with it but I am sticking close to family and hoping I will be able to survive it without much permanent change to my personality.

@Matcha: Unfortunately the high intensity is not working for me. I can't seem to cry it all out in one go. I do cry alot when I get reminded of him but its like..at awkward times, like when watching a movie or something. I am still in shock and don't feel like he is really gone. I feel like he is still around since my memories of him are so fresh and clear like I could go over to his house and find him there. And when I go to his house and he isn't there my brain is just like "oh he is just at work but he will be back soon". Its a very weird feeling to have to wrestle with your brain and convince it of something it doesn't want to believe because its too terrible...the simple fact that I will never see him again.

@Matcha: Yeah my husband and I moved in with my mother-in-law for a while..She needs the emotional support as much as we do. Both my mother-in-law and father-in-law adopted me as their own from first day they met me. Its like I had a second set of parents that loved me unconditionally. I was hella lucky to have such people for family.. We have nothing but good memories together and I am not sure if that makes it easier or harder. Everywhere we go reminds us of the good times we spent together.. I really wanna see him again..

Hallo, hallo, hallo!