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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/14 05:54:46 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"........." Ryker was silent, before sighing.

"Yeah..." he mumbled.

"Look... I'll get you another coat." he told him.

"I know it won't be the same, but you need one." he reasoned.

"...maybe we'll be able to find it, though?" he the suggested, with a shrug.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/15 02:15:01 )
"Its in the cave...by the lake..." he said closing his eyes and retracting his hand.

"past my dad and the necromancer..." he said grabbed another coat.

"I dont think we are getting it back..." he put on the coat and went to see the car.

"Wow this is a good car...van i mean" he said looking at ryker smiling

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/15 05:30:03 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker just sighed again, but smiled.

"Yeah, decided space was important." he told him.

"We have plenty with it." he went on.

He then made his way to Eke, and placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Don't worry." he said.

"We just need to keep pushing on." he told him.

"We'll get through this."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/16 01:01:37 )
"Yeah i kknow ryker" he said opening his side door.

"Wont be long before its carrying a wheelchair." he said buckling himself in.

"Youll...take me out on trips right?" he looked over as ryker got in himself

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/16 02:32:09 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"...." Ryker was silent for a moment, before nodding.

"Yeah." he said.

"Yeah, of course." he told her.

"Why wouldn't I?" he asked rhetorically, buckling himself in and starting the vehicle.

"I'm your bro." he went on as they drove off.

"We're family." he added with a small smile.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/16 05:18:16 )
"I love the outside...i dont want to stop going out" he said looking out the window

"I...im sorry i shouldnt be talking like that" he said smiling.

"Its just...ive had a lot of downtime since we settled down and i think about the future...a lot..." he said sighing.

"It...scares me...and i want to make plans..."

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/16 06:03:10 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"Hey, the future is important." Ryker responded.

"It's good that you're thinking about it." he told him.

He was then quiet for a moment, and sighed.

"And the future can be very scary." he then admitted. "Trust me, sometimes I can't sleep at night because I'm too busy worrying myself with it." he muttered.

"But if there's any way we can help you in making those plans, let us know." he then added.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/16 22:43:40 )
"I...im at peace with the fact i wont last very long but...its still scary" he said sighing.

"I just hope i never lose my...cognition. i dont want to be unaware or things..." he said biting his lip.

"Makes me wonder if itd be...easier to just...be done with it so i dont have to worry anymore" he said looking away.

He really didnt like sharing his darker thoughts but with everything that was happening and with just...his bleak future looming closer, theyd been coming more often.

Not to mention his...everything was erratic, his appetite, his mood, his health.

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/17 03:27:59 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"Hm." Ryker muttered.

"So you're becoming me." he said.

"The me that I used to be, anyway." he clarified.

"Used to be not a day went by when I didn't think that it'd be easier to just be done with it so my suffering would end." he told Eke.

"But meeting you and being with you taught me something." he went on.

"No matter how bleak and dark the future seems, you push through it. You wade through the sludge and slush, and you continue to push through it until you collapse."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/17 05:21:04 )
"What happens when i know whats at the end for me...i guess im just...scared yknow" he said.

"I need a hobby" he then said half jokingly.

"Something that gets me out of the house more im going crazy" hge said laughing

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/17 06:00:20 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker thought for a moment.

"Hm." he mumbled.

"Well.... hm." he repeated.

"Depends." he said.

"Depends on what you'd like to do. Be more active, be a little more relaxed, that sort of thing." he went on.

"I'd normally suggest fishing, but... well, that requires one being out on the water..." he then muttered quietly.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/18 04:23:46 )
"Well...i wouldnt mind fishing again" he said smiling.

"i miss that....but its so cold" he pouted.

"I miss travelling..." he said back down.

He was getting tired of the mood swings

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/18 06:00:30 )
One.. by... one.
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Can it be.. undone?

"Hm." Ryker muttered.

"Travelling, eh?" he asked.

"Well, when this is all over, I MAY be able to help with that." he said.

"Depends what you mean by that, though." he went on.

"You mean across the country, or around the world?"

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/20 23:53:28 )
"I dunno. imiss the aimless wandering we used to do" he said still looking out the window.

"I dont think aly would ever let me go out like that again" he added with a sigh.

"I love her but...she does get...nurse-y sometimes" he chuckled.

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/21 00:54:16 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"To be fair, she IS a live-in nurse, essentially." Ryker laughed.

"But she's gotten better with the hovering and stuff." he added.

"I like to think so, anyway." he then said further.

"And yeah, the nomadic lifestyle WAS pretty cool at time." he then admitted.

"There was something... I dunno... it was something one might read in a book, I suppose."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/21 01:05:25 )
"Yeah real...fantasy like. And yeah shes gotten better." he said.

"I dunno i liked the danger i guess..kept me from...brooding" he said resting his cheek in his palm.

He went silent afterr that.

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/21 06:24:32 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"Hm." Ryker muttered.

"I suppose it did." he agreed.

"However, at least you don't have to worry about where you're going to sleep every night." he went on.

"The camping and sleeping outdoors was fun and all, but it sucked in cold weather." he continued.

"And you know it."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/21 16:53:35 )
"Eh...it wasnt all bad...when it was cold we always found a place to make a fire..." he said looking over.

"Besides...i miss the fishing. it was fun" he said.

Even though he was talking about things that made him happy there was a...darkness to his eyes.

He was seemingly carrying the world on his shoulders. He used to be so carefree.

"And anyways watching you wrestle giant magic bears was fun"

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/22 02:25:13 )
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Can it be.. undone?

"......" Ryker was silent, concerned about the darkness surrounding Eke, before his last comment caught him off guard.

He couldn't help it. He laughed out loud at it.

"HAH!" he finally said.

"Ok, yeah." he went on.

"That WAS good exercise." he admitted.

"Yeah, it wasn't all bad back then, was it?" he asked nostalgically.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/22 02:27:46 )
"No. i mean sure...there was....near drowning...and yknow all kinds of bad stuff but...it was good too." he said nodding with a smile.

"Made me feel...less limited." he said looking out the window.

"Now...i just feel...restrained again..." he added that darkness returning

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