I’m so very sorry for your loss.
It is hard and painful but your baby isn’t in pain anymore.
I lost my lovely in November and it still hurts, but it gets better.

I'm sorry for the loss of your cat. My mom and I recently had to put three little kittens to sleep. We were planning on adopting them all, but one got really sick all of the sudden. We found her in the yard, unable to get up and she had black around her nose and mouth. She was diagnosed with Feline Panleukopenia. It's a very contagious disease and we were told if one kitten had it, they all had it. When we took another in, I still had them test her anyway. I didn't want them to put her to sleep if she didn't have, but she did so we had to put all three down. They stopped eating and couldn't even swallow water.