@Totalanimefan: I'm trying to watch my favorite funny videos to help it. but oof. idk.
@Totalanimefan: I am definitely going to try to walk more though. You've inspired me!
@Totalanimefan: I live in New Hampshire! It's nice but I'd love to go out west someday!
yeah I feel like laughing doesn't even help. Like it's supposed to, but it doesn't.
@Totalanimefan: Cali would be cool, but I could never afford it. Haha I will just have to go on vacation there!
I like New Hampshire. The fall is beautiful, but the winters... I don't like the winters haha. I have pretty much always lived in New Hampshire.
@Totalanimefan: It is much better for a summer/fall vacation spot lol. The leaves change around September-October! It's so beautiful. My favorite season.
@Totalanimefan: yup been seeing therapists for over 10 years. my current one is fine.
@Totalanimefan: Hahah, that is a big brain play, for sure! lol
How are you doing today? c:
@Totalanimefan: Yeah she's fine. The whole thing just doesn't help.
It kinda sucks when they leave or when you leave. Gotta start all over again.
It kinda sucks when they leave or when you leave. Gotta start all over again.
@Totalanimefan: I understand :(
bein miserable. Trying to change it and it ain't workin.
bein miserable. Trying to change it and it ain't workin.
@Totalanimefan: I am sorry! I hope your husband is feeling better today! I have heard that those are absolutely no fun!
That's awesome! I think I need to get into Pokemon Go. It would force me to be more active. Lol.
Yesterday the Genshin Impact update hit, so I spent most of the day on that! But I have work today :( in 16 minutes to be exact!
@Totalanimefan: Nah. I've tried all the meds, none of them ever helped. Either they did nothing, or they gave me awful side effects.
yeah my life just sucks and nothing can fix it and also there's so much pain in the world and that's not getting fixed either.
yeah my life just sucks and nothing can fix it and also there's so much pain in the world and that's not getting fixed either.
@Totalanimefan: yeah idk I wish they worked. It'd be a lot easier.
I do that too, but it still doesn't help. Like I try to think good things like "I love myself" and stuff like that. It just doesn't cut it.
I do that too, but it still doesn't help. Like I try to think good things like "I love myself" and stuff like that. It just doesn't cut it.
@Totalanimefan: yeah idk. My therapists have always told me to do it, so I follow their advice. :/ but eh.
Yeah. I love all of those things too. But they also cause me so much sadness at the same time.
Yeah. I love all of those things too. But they also cause me so much sadness at the same time.
@Totalanimefan: eh I think if I elaborated, I'd end up making everyone feel worse. It's just. Everything with an up has a down.
@Totalanimefan: The connotation of that makes it seem like good is also bad. lol. "accepting" the good. idk I guess it depends on what it is. I always feel like I'm too aware of the positives and negatives and nuances of things. I'm hyper aware and hyper sensitive. Digging deeper and deeper on things in a neverending loop. Well this, this, and that, and the other thing... and what about this? Can't forget that... it's draining.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.