the fact that we have basically no surviving fashion from royalty such as Queen Elizabeth I, or Marie Antoinette. Or anything older than that.
I'm very interested in history, and historical fashion specifically, and it just kills me that neither of these women's wardrobes survived. I can't even explain the frustration i feel about this. i just want to see these beautifully decorated gowns with my own two eyes. i can't even explain why it makes me so angry.
of course, a lot of things being destroyed over the years irritates me, i really love history and i hate that so many things are only memories. so many beautiful historic buildings, items, places, etc, destroyed or ruined. it kills me.
/sobs sorry, i just needed to post this bc i had to get this out bc im so frustrated