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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 06:32:49 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"Unfortunately, that's something only YOU can answer." Azazel replied.

"That's what sucks about human emotions. They're volatile, they're unpredictable, and you have no rational way to deal with them at times." he told her.

"...though part of me thinks you're overcomplicating this." he then said.

"I mean, you were ready to leave there to protect him and Aimee." he told her.

"That shows that you really do care... and you DO think a lot of him." he continued.

"Part of me wonders if you reciprocate his feelings."

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 06:38:51 )



"That's just it, I don't know" Lilim stated.

"I don't even know how to tell, I don't know what the fuck is going on and I sure as shit have no clue how the fuck to deal with anything that will be coming in the future that involves the whole emotional side of life." She added.

"I left there about a week ago, had to figure out where the fuck I was going to get back here - as I didn't get directions at any point - and haven't contacted them. Might be smarter for them to just forget me anyway." There was .... something to her voice. Something that for the longest time, Azazel woudl nver have been able to identify, but now that he'd been on the surface as long as he had been, he had an idea.

There was despondence to her voice.


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 07:05:39 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"...." again, Azazel was silent.

This was a new side of her. One that he'd never seen before.

'...Lilim...' he thought, trailing off some.

He then sighed, and shook his head.

"For what it's worth, I don't think Alex will ever be able to forget you." he told her.

"However, let me say something." he went on.

"You need to stop TRYING to actively figure it out, and just... let your feelings tell you what you want." he told her further.

"If you need a place to stay, there's here, or with Aedan and I." he then offered.

"While you figure this out, that is."

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 07:10:38 )



"And risk that fucking elf coming after you guys too?" Lilim asked, her voice almost indignant.

"You gotta be shitting me." She added.

"Because that bastard has been chasing me and not giving up." there was a definite snarl to her voice, once that really couldn't bed enied or ignored.

"I'll keep them out of harms way - especially now that he's made a serious play for Aimee - much like I kept you from my family."


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 07:25:08 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"I see." Azazel replied.

"I cannot fault that line of thinking." he said.

"...that being said, what will you do?" he asked.

"You can't just push everyone away because you feel you're a danger to be around." he told her. "That's nothing more than a path to loneliness and self-destruction." he warned.

"But I can't tell you how to live your life, nor can I tell you what you're supposed to do with your new human emotions, or how you're supposed to handle them. That's something that's unique to you." he continued.

"But it seems like you're happy being with Lex." he finished.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 07:30:02 )



Lilim just rolled her eyes.

"Well no fucking Shit Aza" She stated.

"Why else would I be looking to keep him safe?" She asked.

"I didn't see it, but I fucking know he was almost ready to just lose it when that fucking angel brought Aimee back like she was." She continued before pausing and just sighing, running a hand through her unbelievably black hair.

"Aza, I just... I don't know what to do, and I'm lost." She said, her voice almost softer.

It was the most human she'd sounded.


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 07:45:03 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Azazel just sighed.

"Welcome to humanity." he said. "Welcome to being more human." he told her further.

"But I really think you need to work this out with Lex and Aimee." he then suggested.

"...really doesn't change what you said about being lost and confused, though." he continued.

"I can only help so much. This is something you need to come to terms with yourself." he went on.

"...hey, though maybe talking it out with Lex may help as well." he shrugged.

"I just know it was... pardon the term... hell for me when I came to terms with my own emotions." he then added.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 07:48:13 )



"No shit." Lilim replied with. SEemed regardless of all this, she was still the snarky bitch he knew her as. That porbably wouldn't change any time soon, if at all.

"So basically, the end result is that I gotta head back. Good to know." She then said with a roll of her eyes.

"That's lovely." She muttered, obviously wanting to avoid the trouble or whatever was coming. Or at least what she was sure was coming.

Hell, for all she knew, that damend angel was just waiting for her to step out of line in the tiniest way before smiting her ass.


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 08:05:06 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"You still got the phone on you?" Azazel asked.

"Or did you leave it behind or lose it?" he asked further.

"Just... curious." he said.

"Because if it's the latter, you may need me to contact Lex and such." he went on.

"Assuming you intend to try and work this out, of course." he added.

"Regardless, I'm sorry I don't have some miracle cure-all for this."

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 08:06:33 )



".... It died on my way out here." Lilim answered.

"Apparently mortal tech doesn't deal with my mana well." She added before pulling the device out of her pocket. As she did so, he could see it still sparking.

". . . pretty sure it's dead."


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 08:26:14 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"........" Azazel was silent as he regarded the device.

"I... ah... yeah." he said.

"Yeah, that's... that's dead." he agreed, looking at it a bit closer.

"Yep. That either needs to be repaired, or junked." he said further with a small smirk.

"I can call Lex right now if you want." he then offered.

"Or do you need a little more time before you talk with him?" he asked her.

Admittedly, he was flying by the seat of his pants here. Lilim needed help, and while he'd gone through what she was going through right now, there was no real advice he could give her.

She needed to work through this herself, and all he could be was what Lex and Aimee and anyone else could be... a shoulder to lean on, a friend to confide in, and someone to just be there for her.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 10:07:31 )



"Don't." Lilim said after a second or two.

"Just... don't." She added before sighing.

"I'll just make my way back there. At some point." She added. "If he calls, I'm fine. Although he could just get either of the angel freaks in his family to find me, not like I'll be hard to find. I kind of stick out to those that have a radar for demons."


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 16:57:27 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"...I don't think you'll need to worry about that." Azazel replied.

"I mean, you've lived with them, I think you know that they value your privacy and respect your decisions." he told her.

"If anything, the closest he'd get is wanting to know if you're all right. Not where you are or how to find you, but he'd just want to know if you're all right." he explained. "Odds are he doesn't want to be clingy and stalky and all that, and he probably feels it'd be easy to slip into that behaviour, seeing as he probably blames himself for your sudden departure." he then went on.

"...I mean, not that he's incorrect, but you know what I mean." he then mumbled.

"Regardless, if you're going to go back there, it will most likely be on your own terms." he assured her.

"...provided the dark elf doesn't interfere with that and stop you from returning altogether..." he then mumbled quietly, looking away some.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 17:52:20 )



"I get it. Go bsck." was all lilim said before sighing.

"So I will. See ya." with that, she vanished, pulled through one of those cracks in reality that azazel knew she was fond of.

And she was spat out in a backyard.

"..." She was silent as she looked around, trying to decide if she wanted to be there or not. As it stood, she honestly couldn't tell.

So she made her way to the bsck door and just knocked.


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 18:13:53 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

After a couple of seconds, she heard Lex's voice call out.

"I got it, Aimee!" he said.

"I'm close to the door, anyway!" he added.

There was then silence for a moment, as she heard the footsteps stop. It could be easily assumed that Lex had paused, and was wondering why someone was knocking on their BACK door.

Lex then peered through the small window on the door, before freezing. He managed to unlock the door and open it, only capable of staring at who was there.

"...L... Lilim...?" he managed to spit out.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 18:16:38 )



Lilim just waved, smirking lightly.

"Hi." she said simply.

"Miss me?" She asked with a light laugh, knowing that he probably did. She was aware there was plenty more mixed in with that though.


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 18:34:48 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"Ah... ah..." Lex stammered.

"I... that is... I mean..." he stuttered further, before shaking his head.

"Y-yeah." he said.

He then stepped out of the way, and opened the door even more.

"Are... are you coming in?" he asked.

"......please?" he added quietly.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 18:37:15 )



Lilim didn't say anything before stepping in, and past him.

"Look, I'm going to come straight out the gate and say this before anything else - I can't handle anything as complex and serious as 'love'." She told him as she turned to face him.

"So while I know what it is and the like, I think you're bloody insane to have anything of the sort for one of my variety. I won't run when you say it, just... try and keep it to a minimal." She continued.

"Because I have no idea hwo the fuck to handle that."


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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 18:57:21 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Alex bit his lip when Lilim said what she did, laying it out as she had.

"I..." he stammered, before nodding.

"Right." he said.

"I get it." he told her.

"I meant it when I said it, but... well, the thought of you disappearing made me blurt it out, as it... kinda stopped my brain from thinking about what I say before I say it." he admitted.

"But, as I said, I did mean it. Still do." he then assured her.

"...and that's the last I'll say on it." he went on.

"Unless you bring it up sometime in the future." he then added.

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Donator — Female Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/12/25 18:59:44 )



Lilim just nodded.

"Good to hear." She said before pausing.

"Now, about the whole ... leaving thing." She followed up with a couple seconds later.

"I'm willing to just get a place in the city or whatever. So that we aren't completely split, but ... After what Aimee's been through because of me, I'd feel like shit if I were to stick around."


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