I doubt many people noticed, since I was only "back" for a couple of weeks...
But early this year experienced a loss in the family for the first time, at the age of 28 and it hit me hard.
I'm still having so many days where I get panicked and can't quite comprehend how everyone else has seemed to cope with knowing death and going on with their lives as if nothing is tearing them apart inside.
It very obviously caused me to fall away from most everything in my life, including this site.
I've been trying to get back on here a little bit every week, but it just feels so difficult to enjoy everything that I did before, to the same capacity.
But early this year experienced a loss in the family for the first time, at the age of 28 and it hit me hard.
I'm still having so many days where I get panicked and can't quite comprehend how everyone else has seemed to cope with knowing death and going on with their lives as if nothing is tearing them apart inside.
It very obviously caused me to fall away from most everything in my life, including this site.
I've been trying to get back on here a little bit every week, but it just feels so difficult to enjoy everything that I did before, to the same capacity.