Amity's posts

Yeah, damn, it’s really this last hour and a half of walking the floor and listening to this horrible music that gets me stressed

Not sure what to do about that.

I’m glad I decided to finally do a thread like this even if it reveals how insane I am

Holy fuck talking to myself like this is so therapeutic honestly

Lmao I’ll only socialize if it’s a game too

Honestly I’m always slightly taken aback when people refer to avi forums as a “game” but I guess it kinda is in some ways. Gamified community.

Excited to donate next paycheck!!! I want that no signal rate!!

I ask myself if this is “bad” but I think it’s just neutral. I’ve hated this part of myself for years but what’s it hurting? It’s weird but I’m weird and it makes me happy.

Really not looking forward to the drive home or the suddenly being home. No transitions.

Maybe put my headphones on before I go in the house.

I love my wife I love my wife I love my wife!!!

Think I’m going to move everything off the first few pages.

I planned to bump the first few anyway because I never use the first few pages in a paper journal anyway.

The worst thing happening to me right now is I’m being bombarded by some of the worst music ever recorded. But that’s nothing. I’m fine.

But I can do it and life is okay.

Everything is fine. I’m in control of myself.

Work is over stimulating and stressful and that’s okay.

I had a nightmare about Her and that’s made me weird and has forced me to look at some unpleasant family relations.