Amity's posts
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Omg I’m already so tired of spring
Why is it so cold if it was so hot last night
Why is it so cold if it was so hot last night
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
dreamed that me, bear, and brother K pack hunted and succeeded in killing the shade last night.
Very gorey dream. After she was dead finally I cried and cried and cried. Dad was like ah I know it’s hard but and I was like no I’m happy. I’m so relieved. I’m so happy.
Mentioned to others in the family, and they were very pert about it. “Well it had to be done” kind of vibe.
I really processed some stuff yesterday. I hope this means I’m really done thinking about her.
I’ve had many violent dreams about her but this was the first time she’s been killed. And with such certainty. Shotgun to the head will do it.
Very gorey dream. After she was dead finally I cried and cried and cried. Dad was like ah I know it’s hard but and I was like no I’m happy. I’m so relieved. I’m so happy.
Mentioned to others in the family, and they were very pert about it. “Well it had to be done” kind of vibe.
I really processed some stuff yesterday. I hope this means I’m really done thinking about her.
I’ve had many violent dreams about her but this was the first time she’s been killed. And with such certainty. Shotgun to the head will do it.
Tw violence death mention gun mention
Dream about killing my abuser
Posted in Old And New Orbs And Crate Items(updated)
Posted 3 years ago
@LilMissKushy: thank you!!
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Good night!
Posted in Motto.
Posted 3 years ago
I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return
Posted in Motto.
Posted 3 years ago
I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
We’re thinking I should write that hell club story that’s kind of a fic of my oc world
Maybe just on google drive? Or I downloaded the word press app? Not sure which would be better
Maybe just on google drive? Or I downloaded the word press app? Not sure which would be better
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Wow I actually might kinda love myself right now?
Hmmmmm
Bad days always lead to self growth
I’m tired of it lmao 😅
Hmmmmm
Bad days always lead to self growth
I’m tired of it lmao 😅
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
* liked oh my god auto correct
I prefer iPhone in most ways but the dictionary ai or whatever is balls
I prefer iPhone in most ways but the dictionary ai or whatever is balls
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Crow likes that and I likes hearing from crow
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Furthermore I just don’t know. What am I trying to say.
My sense of self is better than it used to be but still not good.
Should try drawing myself as I am as a character. Instead of like …. Projecting myself on what’s basically an oc?
My sense of self is better than it used to be but still not good.
Should try drawing myself as I am as a character. Instead of like …. Projecting myself on what’s basically an oc?
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Think I need to practice masking and on my public appearance. I say that but like …. How do
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Accidentally awoke a new level of psychosis and identity crisis tonight and admittedly not living for it
Posted in Synth’s journal
Posted 3 years ago
Every song is the antithesis of a banger