Anarchist Beauty's posts

I'll take as many quizzes as I want because as it stands the word of JK Rowling means jack squat to me in regards to this series.
I'm kinda tired of her opening her mouth about stuff at this point.

Good morning students!

I know! lol
I made the first one, going for the 'pretty and respectful' approach but then I thought about it and i was like 'Jenn would not give a single drop of a fuck about this pretty garbage' and in true Jenn style I made the second one. lol

Those are just tiny bottles.
Got the big bottles, tiny bottles, and vials.

True, some sleep is a lot better than none.

Yes, the vials are new. ^-^
I was playing around with more bottle ideas the other night and thought of them.
Went through several other versions before settling on that one.
Had a smaller one, but it didn't look right.

Oh, the Jenn memorial banner reminds me of the ones I made for her on Saph.
The pretty one and the one that is very, VERY Jenn.

Yeah, I try to stay up until midnight or so, but even then I've been waking up around 8 or 8:30.
I miss sleeping until 10 man, those were the days.

I've put up with a lot of crap in my life, and for a long LONG ass time I had no idea what the hell was going on with me.
I never really had big access to doctors and my family used to be one of those "what do ou have to be depressed about" families and still kind of are, but through the internet and places like tumblr I finally figured out that, hey, I'm not actually a piece of crap broken human being.
I'm depressed and it's a real and legit issue, and I'm working with myself to try and stay alive.
I realize now that I probably do need to try and find a doctor to diagnose me so I can get the proper medication, but that's still tough because I don't know what is or isn't covered on my medical insurance, since it's the government stuff that more or less comes with the food stamps I'm on.
So through all of that crap, I fight for others to accept these things, too. With or without that magical Official Diagnosis, because invalidated someone's experiences like that is straight up BULLSHIT.
I didn't need a doctor to tell me I needed glasses, I didn't need one to tell me I broke my toe last year, and I don't need one to tell me I am depressed. I already knew all those things, and some lil punk ass isn't going to tell me otherwise.

I'm having a bad night and can't even go to bed because it's only 10pm.
If I go to bed now, I will be up at 6am or earlier and I will not tolerate that.

Literally screw those people.
Not everyone has quick, easy, or affordable access to medical professionals who can say "yep, u have the depression".
And you don't exactly need one unless you desperately need to get on medication for it.
Looking up things online might not always be the best but when you come across 500 different lists and you have 70-100% of every symptom listed on those lists, it's pretty safe to say that your self diagnosis is valid.
I would literally punch someone for trying to tell me my self-diagnosis didn't count because suicidal ideation isn't something non-depressed people deal with on the daily.

I've never been officially diagnosed either, but I don't need a doctor to tell me what I already know.
Didn't get glasses until 3rd grade, but my eyesight still sucked before then.
Kinda feels like the same shit, you know?

I just don't like those. lol
I'm boring.

I know. my desert options suck. lol
Not to mention even chocolate-less things come drowning in fudge syrup, which is a whole other level of hell.