Edalyn's posts

@Atropa Belladonna: naw you weren't, I had no idea the site even have a variety of themes lmao~ I've been good tho, how are you too?

@sunny: the long con: diabetus

Welcome!! and same~

@Atropa Belladonna: sorry, I've changed the font colors so hopefully its readable now!


@sunny: You can only consume sweets to replenish your energy, especially when you use pyrokinesis (bwahahhaha!)

@Stinky: I genuinely thought that maybe I'm not making the effort but idk, they're friends of MY friend so to me I just see them as acquaintances at best but I'm glad I'm not the only one who don't think most people act the way they do like comparing it to my other group friend, its very small but we at least let each other talk too.. I like my friend but I'd rather just hangout with just him, he can hang with his friends but I just ughhhh.. there was one time he took me to a party and proceeded to talk to people they knew there while I followed him around like a puppy and I didn't know anyone there. Eventually I ended up talking to some random guy about the house and weather because I just hung around outside of the house party until he popped out and found me just to drag me to his friend group.

Couldn't hear anyone with everyone just always talking at the same time...introvert nightmare. I'm just trying to be respectful of them as people because I don't think I'm offended or don't see them as like bad. It just feels like its gotten overwhelming since we started dating...

@Totalanimefan: I had no idea the site's already 5 yrs old though , the avatars look like a pretty cute mesh of Roliana-esque proportions with Gaia aesthetics

Saving this post as a tally board of sorts on who wants to bump but if I could have any super power, it'd be easy to take the Scarlet Witch's powers and be a humanoid reality stone~

Inktober October: What's your local scary urban legend/myth/superstition have you heard? Bonus if its true or has a backstory or debunked with a darker story!

B.U.M.P: Comment ONE superpower you'd like to have, person after you has to reply a weakness. For the entire month, we'll keep a tally of people's superpowers and weaknesses, you can only comment a weakness on the person above you so no hitman! In the end, a winner will be decided on who doesn't die! (RP wise, not irl! /gen)

Drawing - It's kinda like gacha but either ways, they're mainly traditional as I don't have a tablet to draw on but I got a sketchpad and pencils! Honestly, I'm not good enough to do commissions so it'll most likely be PWYW (pay what you want) through donations.

Writing - Need a proofreader or a second opinion? Let me know~ Other than that, I'm currently working on an unfinished project; will post it here or a link to where I posted it, most likely on Wattpad (since that's the only other site I know of you can post stories and chapters).

Rent-a-Friend - For Volts I'm hustling /gen, no price! Just hang around and you can get a free art~

Honestly just don't do or say what you wouldn't want done to yourself, other than that no filters!

Honestly, I feel burned out with.. everything.

I wish I don't feel burned out especially hanging around people.
I genuinely have nothing against people, especially the friends of friends but I can only mask myself for as long as I can, the problem is how my friend pushes me to go with him and his friends when all they mostly talk about is their past (since they grew up together till they graduated highschool).

Like I try and listen but honestly, it gets old fast when every meetup is always about their good times. Even worse, when we're outside and a large group, I just feel a bit of embarrassment at our large party yet they just stand in the way (blocking paths) while they're indecisive, and I'm fine being anywhere but jesus.. the way they converse is that they have to shout their voices just to put their opinions in. Meanwhile, I just feel like an extra baggage to my friend as I'm just as bored and uninterested of them as much as they are with me (feeling constantly alienated from conversations).

Now I feel crappier because I come off dismissive to my friend. Like wtf am I supposed to do? Anytime I tried talking to them or open conversation, its like I'm interrogating because I only get 1 word answers. I'm just an outsider.

Thank you! I'm still navigating around and even if the community is tight-knit, everyone's still nice and welcoming~

Just joined and stumbled upon my Gaia account and wondered if there's a site that would be like it and now I'm here

I hope to get back into drawing and writing so it's nice to meet y'all!