Ephenay's posts

@inatlaka: man, it's one of those nights XD shooot... if you bring the cake, i'll bring the drink and pinata! so down for a fiesta B)

@totalanimefan: oh! he's another DJ makes his own music, but raps over it. similar to nujabes, shing02. it's a bit more on the jazzy side. i think you would like him! 'In All the Wrong Places' is a good one, probably his most popular. but I've come to love the entire album 'Windmills of the Soul'. you should check him out sometime! :)

@inatlaka: aww man, sounds like a normal night of hardcore munchies XD glad to hear you've recovered from that! if it's too much good stuff around, you know you could always share ;>

@Lina: i never thought about it like that. it used to always be like "yeah that took a lot of energy but it's not special. should've already had it done, there's still x to do, etc" with literally anything. but things are starting to change. slowly. i can't see it, but i have a feeling.
i want to try that. training your cognitive thought process is a long battle, but the only way out, is through. thanks for the great suggestions <3

(thank you, bojack horseman xD)

congrats to all the winners :D

@inatlaka: oh yep, that'll mess you up good. why are all the good things so bad for us! xP

@totalanimefan: yes, he was taken from us way too early. that's awesome there was a concert tho. he's inspired so many artists. may he rest in peace <3
have you heard of kero one?

@Saeyra: thank you, happy to be here! i see that you're an artist :o very cool.

@lina: wow I'm sorry to hear you went through that, but glad you came out on top. hmm yeah, you don't really think about it, shit can happen just like that. the more i hear about your old self is sounding more and more like how i am now lol. thank you for the tips. i never thought about the oxygen. usually cleaning around the house has done wonders in terms of getting out of bed and doing at least one thing fulfilling. one day at a time. art is one thing i wish i could do more! it's pretty relaxing :)

@inatlaka: sorry for the late reply, hope you're feeling better. but man that sucks. eat something funny? hungover? :P

@totalanimefan: dude i feel the same about bleach. AKFG and utada isn't bad either. mostly like utada's work on the kingdom heart series. I've listened to the soundtrack way more than I've ever played the game. wish she did more, honestly! my favorite Japanese artist however, hands down, is Nujabes. have you seen Samurai Champloo? he did the music for that series and it really completes the vibe. it has to be my favorite anime, tbh

@inatlaka: hello ina!

@totalanimefan: nice, i used to listen to a bunch of music from anime a while back. got any favorites?

@Lina: it's crazy to hear about the slow progression and how it's even possible. at the end of the day, it is pretty sound. it's working from the outside-in, it makes sense. thanks for the advice. it gives me a little more hope and something to think about. so i appreciate it. think I'm gonna start going on walks more often. wallowing seems to be all i do besides chores and smoking. still working on eating and sleeping on time. I'm honestly fed up with myself, that I've let myself get this bad and yadda yadda, but i think I'm slowly coming to terms with how it's not entirely hopeless. so to hear how things have changed for you is kinda inspiring.

@Lina: nah, it's not stupid. it's pretty cool, actually. happy to hear that you've found a way to manage. i know it takes a lot to really stick to it. gets scary when it the outcome is uncertain but yeah it does take a leap of faith. either that or I'm overthinking again lol

@Lina: ooh cute format.
sorry to hear that. however that really resonates with me. i have depression too and atm have difficulty leaving the house. to be real.. I've rescheduled the appointment w my therapist like three times already. sorry, but if i may ask, how did you get into the routine of going outside and facing reality?

good morning! hope everyone's doing alright today