Faerie's posts

@Unicorn: Don't worry!! I basically fell off the face of the earth for 3-4 days except a few struggles to post because I was SUPER sick.
Regardless of your reason, I understand, sometimes people have other stuff to do. :)

@Unicorn: It is indeed!! <3


@eleven: I've been swapping between Riverdale and Being Erica recently in terms of TV shows. Kinda wish I had something less drama than either of them, but I needed something new to wrap my brain around, and while I've seen the first two seasons of Being Erica, the third season I haven't so looking forward to that.

And yeah my cat has gotten better about wire chewing, but he's recently decides the tables and desks are his domain, and while I don't extremely have a problem with that, he seems to want to sit on the table and counter that have ant bait...which won't kill him I'm told, but I might need to make an emergency vet visit. I'm trying to figure out how to keep him away from the bait while also not making it perfect for knocking over and getting the bait everywhere.

Also I'm feeling a little better today, I think taking some time to rest and also clean my room was a good call.
When my space is *too much* of a mess, it stresses me out and probably irritates my allergies (on top of being sick). So, yeah, right call because I am feeling quite a bit better. Still gonna go to be early again, but, I would rather fight this the smart way, than push myself into being hospitalized again because my lips are turning blue cuz i can't breathe and I was a Big Dumb who pushed myself way too hard a few years ago.

Thanks so much everyone, truly!
And yes, its wonderful to not be a total stranger. I can be really shy but knowing some people here will help break me out of my shell.

@Scribartz: My side effects were worse than not being able to focus, like if you put them on a cost/benefit scale. I'm okay right now, my head is a bit clearer just being treated for depression, but I know in the future I'll have to revisit it. (my post to Pie will also address this; see below)

@Priestess of Pie: I haven't heard of that medication and while I am depressed, right now the medication I'm on for it is amazing and, me and my doctor have an agreement we will revisit treating my ADD when I'm ready, and I'm not quite there yet. But I'll mention Strattera to her if/when it comes up again. I have good insurance at least right now, so it could be a viable option for me, but a lot of antidepressants give me mega bad side effects. Right now I'm on the lowest dose of celexa, and a once-weekly treatment of Spravato, and my side effects are almost nil (celexa is known to have low side effect incidents, but I have to be on an oral antidepressant in order to be legally allowed to take Spravato). I've tried many medications, and right now, this is what works, and I'm a little scared to shake that up right now.

hi i've come down with a strong cold and can't really focus on anything, replies to any posts i've made will come soon when i'm less sick, i have an appointment on Wednesday to hopefully get this handled, so, wish me luck on feeling less sick

@cuttlefish: well the stress from events made me but the subscription service they have now to "help" with them. But I really wish there wasn't a full entire 3 phase event every month. It does get really overkill!
If I was a busier person I'd have had to stop.

@Ruby: it me indeed!

Do monster girls or cat girls count? uwu

Shower, make sure hair is brushed/managed (my hair be wildin'), perfume or something, lipstick.
Fancier makeup for later dates, but in general I really just like lipstick.

@Miika: Hi Nova!!! great to see ya. :D

@Unicorn: Hm, I mentioned some a bit earlier. I'm low-key spooky, "lazy goth". I like spooky but not scary, I guess. haha

@eleven: Yeah I was really baffled by it.
In terms of usernames, I like simple, clean, lowercase, faux indie, gothy type stuff now. XD Sailor Moon was fun as a kid but now I am basically lazy goth.

Mushi-shi is amazing, but spooky and a little scary. D: I love it though...
Yeah, the netflix Sabrina. I really enjoyed it.
My cat is a wire chewer and in general a stalker. He is literally never out of eyesight unless like, we close a door and don't let him in, which he HATES. lol
His name is Basil! he's extremely fluffy.

He did find it funny
@Adamantium:
:vanora_xd:

this thread also seems like my jam, bookmarked or whatever, and hello
uwu
ping for my attention as I am a derp.

I would love to visit a cat cafe, but I am also kindof allergic to cats, I have one at home but, I think I'm growing immune to him? Idk. He doesn't bother me nearly as much as say, my friend's cat getting in my face. lol Snot factory!

@eleven: my very first username on a site was Ryu_Sakura, and then I went by ChibiLady for a long time, but..I dunno. More than one thing happened that made me ditch that name. Some drama and I was relentlessly harassed for 6 months while the staff didn't do anything and tried to blame me for bring IRL drama online (I didn't know either of them IRL so I'm not sure how that worked, I even apologized when I realized my error but they wouldn't let it go and I stopped posting for months and then changed my name and Finally, FINALLY, I could post without getting a PM from a mod about a post I made that had nothing wrong, but a dozen people reported it. o_O Not sure how that didn't count as harassment. Bleh. Sorry, memories. I miss that name sorta but at the same time I know its also been taken by someone else in a few places. heh.

Yeah I really like spooky with a bit of humor. I don't really like gore, or body horror, but, it can be okay if there's some kind of resolution and not just senseless horror. D: Even watching Mushi-shi gave me the heebie jeebies for months afterwards!

Another show I really enjoy is The Chilling Tales of Sabrina, or whatever. Its good with a good amount of snark and some good gags and the horror is horror, but its not never ending.

I get spooked easily but I can accept some of it if there's logic to the world other than horror scare you shit-less. Scared just to be scared? Nah. I spend enough time spooking myself on accident, especially with a chaotic neutral cat at home. lol

I'm going to tell my husband this, I think he will deeply appreciate it as he's a developer too.