Filth Noir's posts

What did you do last night?
Put together a miniature model and watched some anime.

Whats your name spelt backwards?

rion htlif :P

This is a quaint little place, I love it. *takes a seat at the bar* Do you serve mead here? If not, I'll go with your recommendation.

I skipped celebrating on the day of to celebrate it over the weekend instead. I'm going to make rose steamed buns in different colors. :>

I'm not sure if this much of a rant, but I just want to type it out to get it off my chest and hopefully get some of the sads out of my system to think clearer.

My dad passed away about half a year ago now and I still get days every now and then where it's like all I can think about. One thing will remind me of him and then all day my brain will just run through memories of him, and it's tiring. Like last night we had a monsoon and I immediately remembered how he'd pull chairs up to the window when I was little so we could all watch it together which made it less scary, and probably part of why I'm comforted by rain now. Then I look down and see my ring and can only think of how he told my fiancé "take care of her for me" even though he never voiced support for my relationship before then. And it just goes on and on and every thought either makes me feel sad, angry, happy, or everything in-between.

And it really bothers me, already having no parents left this young. I even cried at my friend's wedding seeing her dad walk her down the isle knowing I won't have the same experience. Family holidays kind of suck, and I feel lost. I have my fiancé's family, but it's not really the same. I don't know, I'm just kind of rambling I guess. ;v;

Take it all away - Cake

You can get a lot of mileage out of sheet pan dinners which are pretty quick, don't dirty many dishes, and can make leftovers.

Also things like Slow Cooker Butter Chicken make for easy meals.

And, sometimes, we'll use leftover rice to make chicken fried rice that can be eaten by itself or as Omelet Rice.

I really wanted to find a nice place where I could dress up an avatar and chat with people from all over, but Gaia didn't seem as friendly as I'd like. I stumbled upon Voltra and thought it looked like a better match, so I joined. :)

A couple quick things about me, but I'm sure I'll get better acquainted in the future:

- Lately, I've been doing a lot of experimenting with recipes and cocktails for fun
- Birds, cats, and foxes are my favorite animals
- Black/gray colors and stormy weather are comforting to me
- I'm engaged