Ghostie's posts

I love you. When you're around, suddenly nothing else matters. When you're not around, colors are brighter, my problems seem small. I just want to be a better person. For myself but for you too. Your friendship means the world to me, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I spend my time flirting with anyone who will give me the time of day because I feel like I need to stop falling in love with you. I want to feel something, anything, for someone else. You're my friend and that's amazing, but I know if I don't shake this feeling now, I'm going to get in too deep and it will be too late. You said you don't want to lead me on but you already had me by a leash. I'm trying to slide the collar off. I don't know why you act the way you do when you see me flirt with someone else at the bar. You don't want me.

I'm not mad. I love you and I want you to be happy. But please, let me try and find my happiness too.