Harker's posts

@Lufi: hehe, yeah there's more but that's a good base

@Vermii: Was gonna start the thread but got no time right now. The wake is tonight and funeral tomorrow morning. Maybe by tomorrow night or the weekend.

@Kira: yep, he's a 19 year old know-it-all who thinks he knows it all but got fired from his job, and got engaged....soooo.

Sims is also a good distraction *watching buzzfeed's kelsey play 100 baby challenge for instance*

@Lufi: I like a lot that are also prob not metal or have mixed genres too hahaha
Amaranthe, Nightwish, Babymetal (heart these chicks), Within Temptation, Disturbed, Bullet for my Valentine, Atreyu, Haelstorm, cant think of more atm but youtube may help hahaha. Black Viel Brides too, lol gonna be picking out others as youtube plays

@Lufi: hehe it's so soothing.

In other news
D: He passed on at 9:10pm. I didn';t know right away this time but my godparents/aunt and uncle came over and didnt allow me to say no to them coming over either. But while I wa spissy they likd of burst in. I'm grateful they did. she hinted that it happened but didnt outright say it. but my dumb brother who got engaged last sat, posted it to facebook. LIKE REALLY. TOO SOON DUDE.

@Kira: Music, lol mostly metal. Metal is very relaxing LOL
, sometimes classical and essential oils and baths etc (cant rn for tatht cause of cut on finger. dont want it soaking too long and unstitching itslf naturaly.)

@Lufi: Might take ya up on that when i get off work. Gotta tell my boss today too D:

@Lufi: it's right on the knuckle so harder to heal gotta keep finger not bent etc D:

And I got a fam call saying the countdown is imminent

@Lufi: eeh looks like it's maybe bruising and not fully healing shut but not bleeding more. But super sore.

@Lufi: yup. my friend and i did that for each other LOL but we havent really tried hard to breed that out yet.

no word from family about the hospital goings on. but i cut my finger on a knidfe AGAIN

@Lufi: Or for the rare case that soms sims are, starve their human LOL cause they dont eat til like noon or supper or something
I like 100bby and i also like rags to rishes etc. and when the youtubers get to try the new packs and tells us their opinions.

@Totalanimefan: Yep, I also have a bestie/Ex of mine whom will take the day off work whenever the funeral will be just to be there for me. If it all is too much we can bail out no matter what my fam says cause I get overwhelmed and I'd rather not have panic attacks in say a church or a hall for a wake...
@Lufi: TY ;u; Animals are cute babus. I also been binging sims challenges on youtube that also seems to take my mind away from it for a little while.

@Totalanimefan: LOL that's what happens to me though. I conceal, don;'t feel then explode over time. ;u;
though I may come home from work everyday this week and just let it all out in a gross sobbing cry.. not as bad as Friday but let it out some. the worst is gonna be funeral etc. May burst into flames upon entry to w.e church. Especially if it's the church we used to go to *the priest there is ughhhhhh, even nan didnt like him he;s a bigot and she has gay sons and yeah*

Yeah <3 online support is good too. I also let a couple close friends know and they will be my rock as well.

@Totalanimefan: It's just too emotional for me though cause If I were to tell them I'd probably bawl all day and not get any work done. And I am the only scheduling Coordinator there right now. Cause I'm filling in for who is supposed to be there but is off.