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Posted in Yo. Just checking this out. Posted 5 years ago

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@XxReijixX: Nice to meet you too! I hope that you have a good time here! Everyone is extremely nice and welcoming and I know that you will feel right in

Posted in What are you currently listening to? Posted 5 years ago

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I am obsessed with Alec Benjamin lately, specifically his song "If We Have Each Other"

Posted in Does heartache always feel this bad? Posted 5 years ago

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PS. sorry for voming my love life on here, I haven't talked to many about this. Just my stepmom mostly and returning briefly yesterday threw me into a spiral...

Posted in Does heartache always feel this bad? Posted 5 years ago

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I went to pick up my new debit card from my exes house (I still send some stuff there since I have used the address for three years) and I wanted to talk to their mom for a little bit but after being there for only ten minutes, I felt like I was going to cry. I went up to what used to be "our" bedroom and found a bunch of pictures ready for disposal. I took them because I am not ready to throw away these memories yet. It seems like my ex is throwing the past six years away like they meant nothing... It is technically my first breakup, I am 23 and this is my first.

The reason for the breakup was a majority my fault, I was extremely jealous of things and it got in the way and seeped into other aspects of life. It is understandable that it is going to take time to heal. We haven't talked for almost a month and that is fine, I won't push the needed boundaries... but disposing of the past? Even if it didn't last, it was six years. Six years where we developed as people together.

I want to move on and I am currently living a happier carefree life and taking steps to get a lot more help (seeing a therapist again and psych to adjust meds) but I can't let go?

Posted in Kai's Closet Posted 5 years ago

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@pachi: I have been, don't worry :^) gotta love all the little login bonuses heheh

Posted in Kai's Kozy Korner Posted 5 years ago

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@pachi: MY BRAND! Lmao, what would my brand even be described as? Kdhdkbdk

Posted in Kai's Closet Posted 5 years ago

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@pachi: true, I just need more volts.......

Posted in hello! Posted 5 years ago

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@nikoorin: welcome! I hope you have a good time here. Never be afraid to ask questions and enjoy! The community is lovely and humble~

Posted in Hello, I'm new. Posted 5 years ago

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@gavinesk: welcome! I hope you have fun. Everyone here is lovely and accepting so you'll be a great addition to the community! I'm sure of it~

Posted in Kai's Kozy Korner Posted 5 years ago

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@pachi: how do I look now? Lol

Posted in Kai's Closet Posted 5 years ago

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@pachi: but now I'm addicted and I can't stop... I need to have an intervention---

Posted in Finish The Sentence Game Posted 5 years ago

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...the sound of the crickets that have snuck into my bedroom.

If i had to pick any type of food for my last meal, it would definitely be...

Posted in What's your favorite podcasts? Posted 5 years ago

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I love love LOVE Sawbones, also today explained which is by Vox, and I'm a bit coldcase/crime person... it is just really intriguing? So casefile true crime, dark poutine, today in true crime, wine and crime, and more.

ALSO I started listening to "The Two Princes" lately and it is so good... so well voiced and an easy to follow storyline... it is by Gimlet and I cannot recommend this one enough and I'm not even done with it yet!

Posted in Hobbies you've tried and want to continue Posted 5 years ago

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I have been thinking a lot about what to do to distract myself from all the invasive thoughts that bring me down. In the past I have tried a lot of things and I really want to pick something back up.

My list includes painting, drawing, writing, poetry, calligraphy, needle felting, cross-stitching, but I want to pick just one of those to focus on. Pretty much have my heart set on starting to do needle felting again~ It was a lot of work and a lot of shoving a very very VERY pointy felting needle into your fingers on accident, but it is so neat seeing what kind of creations you can make <3

What hobbies do you have that you want to continue or what is one you haven't done for a long time and want to start up again?