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@pixiebuns: Yeah I should really tell him how is actions affect me. I've told him before how ignoring me doesn't solve anything.
AT LEAST say "I'm sorry I can't talk right now, I need some space" or something.

He just read my message so we'll see if he responds with a blow up message that usually comes. He's typing I think since it shows him looking at the message (webcam thing flashing on messenger ap)

@Teemo: Omg that's hilarious


@Teemo: TEEMO?! Is that league of legends related?
Happy Halloween!


@pixiebuns: Yeah you're right. Things should be talked about and we usually don't argue that much but he contradicts himself a lot and then calls me the hypocrite. My anxiety is finally going down since I'm realizing that it's not me who should be worried, yknow? Yeah I want to work things out and talk to him and see what's going on, but to me he's just being unreasonable and hurting me.

Like that's what happened in discord the other day that made him upset. I posted a picture similar to the one's he was posting that I TOLD him I didn't like so I deleted them and told him to put them in NSFW and then he gets mad at me for being a hypocrite.

It wasn't even the same photo??

Thank you for being here <3 It's really helping me calm down. ILY


@pixiebuns: Yeah you're right. I don't know if I want to live like this you know?
I hate passive aggressive bull shit. He knows I hate being left on read too, but he still does it.
I'm not good with talking about this kind of things especially since he's my first real boyfriend.

I'm at work real distracted because of this but I need to talk about it with someone or Ima go insane.


@pixiebuns: It sucks cause we've been together for a year and a half and I love him so much so its hard imagining a life without him now.
Maybe I am just overreacting and he's busy but I know that's not true cause he always replies when I get to work with at least SOMETHING.
Like if you have the time to open a message you have the time to reply with at least something.

My mom told me to make a list of positive and negative things but I dont want to have to do that...


@pixiebuns: He's 24 years old too lol
I couldn't take it. He's reading other messages in group chat and is active on FB (darn you messenger for telling me that)
so I just messaged him and said

"Okay I feel like you are upset with me and I want you to tell me what's going and to be honest"
Cause this is dumb and I hate how he doesn't care how I feel when he's upset cause the reason he is upset is more "justified" or something. That doesn't matter. No one should be feeling upset regardless of why or how much "value" it has.


Don't forget "oh that's a guinea pig"

I'm gonna be feeling anxious all day. This sucks :/


Posted in hello! Posted 7 years ago
Hi bee! Welcome to Voltra :D
Cute stuff you got there already <3


@Taemins Lover: Oh wow! That's pretty specific!
I love ratties though cause they're super cute. I probably wouldn't be able to tell 60 different versions apart.


@Taemins Lover: Man thats a lot of memorizing !


@Taemins Lover: For some reason i forgot we were talking about scores for a second and was confused :vanora_xd:


@vengeance: Oh geez haha Gotta love time differences!

@Taemins Lover: Congratulations!! I have a chemistry exam tonight. Hopefully I get an A but I'll take a B as well


@vengeance: Have fun! (its only 10am here lol)


@pixiebuns: Yeah exactly. I almost brought that up yesterday like "You can't just bottlle your feelings up, not tell me how you feel, and then blow up at me like I was somehow supposed to know" but then I didn't send it...
@vengeance: Thank you for the cute kittie lol I want one so bad...