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@Neko:Thank you :D
@Addy: Yay chocolate~
@Bone Wench: Hello there ^^

"I never once mentioned you enjoying this." Aria said,"I don't enjoy this either, feeling like a nervous break down coming all the time because I don't know if I've angered you or not. I want to know what you want. Do you still even want me anymore?" She felt a few tears fall, but she quickly wiped them away,"That's something I need to know before I can start to figure out where to go from here. And before you ask me the same question, I still love you with all my heart, despite the fact things have been rough lately."

"I just want to fix things between us." Aria said softly,"I still want this... I still want to be with you. I do love you with all my heart and I'll do whatever I have to so we can make things better." She took a breath, trying to not break down in tears,"I just want to fix things. I hate all this stress and tension between us and I just want to make things better."

By that evening, Aria had heard all the work had been finished. She had a feeling she knew where she could find Lyle. She stood quietly at the door, gently knocking on it so he knew she was there, even though the door was open,"Lyle?" She said softly,"Can we talk...? I don't want things to be like this between us... and I want us to fix this somehow." She was unsure of what he would say. He might not even want to anymore. She hoped he did, as she really did too.

Aria headed off to her room after the Queen left. For the first time in her left, she felt totally alone. She entered her room and closed the door quietly behind her before sinking onto her bed. She looked over at her sleeping fox and let out a sigh,"At least with this visitor coming, maybe I won't feel so alone anymore." She murmured to herself as she grabbed her book, deciding to read for a little while."

Olivia rubbed her face. What she wouldn't give to have more sleep. But she knew she couldn't. She needed a hot shower to wake up, and to get ready for whatever the day had to bring her. She made sure she had clean clothes and started the water for the shower, with a soft yawn.

Aria nodded,"We did, but I don't know how much really got resolved." She admitted, briefly telling the Queen about the conversation,"I think, for now, I am going to focus on what I still need to learn and hope things will calm down soon. Maybe with the visitor tomorrow things will get a little better."

Aria shook her head,"Of course I am not upset he is helping the king." She said,"And I'm not giving up on this. Not at all. I just feel bad things seem a bit tense right now." She explained,"It would be silly for me to be upset over that. I know how important helping the king is to Lyle. I'm also not used to this downtime with both teachers having emergencies to deal with. I've been doing what I could to keep busy and not bother anyone else but...." She shook her head," Yesterday was such a disaster with getting lost. I feel terrible about all of it."

Aria nodded,"I believe you are right, Your Highness." She said softly,"But we will have to act as though all is well. I actually look forward to having a visitor, since Lyle is helping the king with things. I suppose I ruined things between us, since he seems so upset with me." She sighed softly and looked over at the Queen,"I'm sorry." She said,"For all of this trouble. I hadn't intended for it to be like this. I do hope you know, I do appreciate everything you and the king have ever done for me. Even if it might not show very well." She looked down at her plate and pushed it away, having finished her food.

@Totalanimefan: I mostly eat a bunch of chocolate XD It does kinda help
@pixiebuns: Thanks ^^

@Ravaen: Alright for the most part XD You?

@Totalanimefan: Mine is PCOS, Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome >.<

Olivia bolted up from bed, breathing heavily and looking around the room in shock,"What the-?" She gasped, her hand on her chest to calm her pounding heart,"It was just a dream....? What a strange dream." She rubbed her face and got out of bed, believing a nice hot shower would be just the thing to wake her up.

Olivia went up to him, slowly, cautiously, wondering who he was,"Who... who are you?" She asked softly, wondering if she would even get an answer. This was so strange, she couldn't understand who this person was and why they had appeared like this.