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It is so fucking beautiful. /sobsob

I HAVE SO MANY FUCKING UPDATES, GUYS. JESUS.

Y'know I broke up with David. I had planned to be single for a while.

Got swept off my damned feet.

GOT SWEPT EVEN HARDER, BY THE WAY. I fell quick and fucking hard. I don't even do rebounds. I'm not ready to even type the fucking 'L' word, but so fucking close... I can pinpoint it to one small moment when I joined him at work one Friday (drives a linehaul/semi for 4-5 hours, switches trucks, comes back)... I fell asleep in the passenger seat. Woke up to him signing and dancing to Moves Like Jagger as he drove. And I mean, fucking into it.

I'm all moved into my new apartment for almost two weeks now. Unpacking a ton tonight.

Uhh. He's moving in.

We're gonna save so fucking much on rent. >___> This was half us being together every day anyway, so no big difference, and half financially responsible.

We... Are moving quick af. I know this.

But... I don't care.

I've not been this happy in so fucking long. Happy with life in general.

YOU TAKE THIS HAPPY RANT, GUYS. YOU FUCKING TAKE IT.

I'm confused & paranoid.

What karma did I mess with. Somethin' gonna go wrong later. My car is gonna die, the new place will have terrible neighbors, SOMETHING.

I've been happy. Like, consistently. Don't get me wrong, some shit still happens (FUCK YOU, MANAGER OF 569-110, NOT TAKING YOUR SHIT)... But I can deal? And bounce back pretty quick.

I'm not being insulted (even in 'jest'). I'm being cared for... Gently, even. I feel sexy (fuck you, period). We're opening up about ourselves to each other. Hell, he wants to spend time with me. Laying together watching a movie or tv is just... Relaxing. Nice.

I'm not used to this.

Something is going to blow the fuck up.

I make a mean tikka masala (veg, tofu, chicken, whatever floats your boat). :'D

Giiiiiirl. You don't even know.

He refers to me as his 'dream girl'.

He literally had a dream about me before I started working there (over a year ago). Nothing specific, just meeting me (and I'm his type, so that helped). He was confused af because I started there two weeks later. Had apparently been bugging him for a while.

He really is shockingly easy to talk to. We have so much we agree on, and he's so open about stuff if I ask. During me writing this, we've agreed (over text, as he works 3rd shift tonight and I work in the morning) to be open with our coworkers if they ask.

... I wanna say don't ask, but I'm posting a topic about it, so... Yeah...

We'd been hanging out a lot recently [even before my breakup]. We're coworkers; him on third shift (usually a boxtruck driver, sometimes a semi for linehauls), me on first (office, CSR). He'd usually guard my desk at night while he ate lunch, which I appreciated as shit kept being stolen before that. When management asked if it bugged me to have people eat at my desk, I'd specifically named him as the exception as he actually wipes my desk down after and made sure people stopped messing with my shit. We share a lot of tastes in common (didn't know how much until recently).

I didn't really hang out with people a lot before the breakup. He was the first for a while. I'd already LONG been debating breaking up with the bf, but I couldn't get myself to do it. I didn't want to have 'the talk' to confirm I meant nothing to him, even if we were moving apart.

Being around others who don't call my interests stupid. Who actually enjoys the same media - books, shows, movies, music! Who doesn't refer to a night of watching something together or me hanging around (reading) as they do their own stuff as pointless and worthless. But they didn't want to bring me into what they were doing or do things together.

Getting off track. If you can't tell, I got over this by the second/third day after the breakup. Realizing how much I was being put down. All kinds of crap.

... Coworker & I who've been hanging around a lot. Things kinda... Transitioned quick.

The moment I was single, he definitely got more flirty. Our whole fucking office has been shipping us for a while, apparently. Got a lot of comments from hanging out together.

I can't go into full detail on here for many reasons. Let's just say flirting transitioned to tickling at one point (we were both drunk and it was hilarious to see him flop around), transitioned slightly to cuddling during movies, hugs... Lots of talk of personal lives.

This shit moved quick. I can't even go down the line at how this transitioned and it being able to be posted without breaking the rules - the flirting got out of hand. We'd already had the 'I'm not sure I'm ready for anything' talk. Me, because of recent breakup, him from a breakup longer ago, but still fucked him up a bit.

That went out the window.

Stuff happened recently (sober and not), with us still hanging out as normal. Him letting on he may be interested in more of an actual relationship type (we weren't one-nights, FWB didn't fit it, etc).

I PET A FUCKING STINGRAY YESTERDAY. :'D

And we had the talk today. What do we actually want from each other. What is the other okay with? What are any caveats to deal with (for me; I don't want to date if this is some kind of short term fling. I want someone who could see them with me long term).

WELL. Seems we had the same idea for that.

jd;kfj;sdf

OUR COWORKERS ARE GONNA GIVE BOTH OF US SO MUCH SHIT. They already diiiiiiiid.

Tell me I'm not a ho. ಠ_ಠ While I joke about ho'ing it up, I don't do rebounds or one night stands. I've spent the last while confused af. But we have so many similar interests/tastes, chemistry, ideals... Blarg.

I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS. D<

Yep, they tend to post it in the 'Per Minute' or 'Correct Words Per Minute' range.

I fucking loved those tests. xD;

NOW THAT I ALSO ACTUALLY READ THE TOPIC;
Your cousin's wife is the sweetest damned thing. Go for it!

Do you mean 80 words per minute? o-o

We used to do the speed tests often back in my keyboarding classes (I switched schools often, had to take it multiple times).

Oh-ho-ho! Just went out of town today!

We went to Evergreen for no other reason than to go to a specific Mexican food restaurant.

He took the scenic-ish route, knowing I'm an absolute sucker for nature's beauty. I wanna go hiking up there when the weather is better. Also got to see where Red Rocks, is!

I have a new boyfriend (that'll be a topic in itself), so that's uh... Yep. >///>; All my time right there.

Me and uh... a cowkrer have been hanging out more together.

The chemistry is ridic strong.

Please don't start that fighting in my thread.

Just got home from well... Hanging out with coworker IN my home, I guess? xD; And a walk to King Soopers. 8 messages, but the coworker is winning me over.

Still not ready, but ;sdkjfsdkjf. Also, with a coworker.. He's looking for another job, even had a good interview with them recently. MUUUUCH higher pay, but a bit less hours. And no longer third shift.

SURPRISE! I GOT THE APARTMENT.

Applied during my lunch, got accepted less than 2 hours later.

This isn't so bad, now. I'm actually having some nice conversations going.

I'm gonna jinx myself and get a dick soon.