Squishy Sloth's posts
Posted in People with long hair...
Posted 7 years ago
yo my dudes
i emailed the barbers im going to and they said that yes, they can help with trans kids!!
i dont know when im going but they said that i should book it so its early in the day so theres more time to figure out a hairstyle that would work for me etc etc
so HOPEFULLY i will finally have short hair and i'll be able to feel more MANLY (i know men can have long hair i just feel like keeping my long hair doesnt help much with trying to pass u know)
ANYWAY thank u guys!! since being on T can make ur face a bit more angular and such, according to this, i know i definitely want some sort of fringe. reading the comments i get the sense that a longer fringe would suit me, which just makes me wanna go FULL EMO lmao
buuuut since i dont want long hair, i dont know whether i really want a chin length cut u know??? like, i REALLY want shorter hair, itll make me feel that little bit more manly
maybe this?? why are they all in black and white jesus how edgy
anyway im all for a longer, chin length fringe, but i kinda want like shaved sides or even just really short sides, and a long fringe, u know? like in the first pic i posted
whether thatll work with my hair type idk, it frizzes up and is quite wavy (thanks mum) so MAYBE itll work? maybe itll get curlier when its short? who knows
also, no we do not have A/C in the UK :( ive literally had a fan on 24/7 for the past week in my room bc it gets so hot LMAO
honestly i feel like we'll introduce A/C soon if it gets hotter, yay global warming
@Laufeia:
@Kairu:
@bum:
@Mousy:
@koneko:
@Vii:
@LordLucre:
@Kitalpha Hart:
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@Glume:
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@SirLionelNigelConrad:
i emailed the barbers im going to and they said that yes, they can help with trans kids!!
i dont know when im going but they said that i should book it so its early in the day so theres more time to figure out a hairstyle that would work for me etc etc
so HOPEFULLY i will finally have short hair and i'll be able to feel more MANLY (i know men can have long hair i just feel like keeping my long hair doesnt help much with trying to pass u know)
ANYWAY thank u guys!! since being on T can make ur face a bit more angular and such, according to this, i know i definitely want some sort of fringe. reading the comments i get the sense that a longer fringe would suit me, which just makes me wanna go FULL EMO lmao
buuuut since i dont want long hair, i dont know whether i really want a chin length cut u know??? like, i REALLY want shorter hair, itll make me feel that little bit more manly
maybe this?? why are they all in black and white jesus how edgy
anyway im all for a longer, chin length fringe, but i kinda want like shaved sides or even just really short sides, and a long fringe, u know? like in the first pic i posted
whether thatll work with my hair type idk, it frizzes up and is quite wavy (thanks mum) so MAYBE itll work? maybe itll get curlier when its short? who knows
also, no we do not have A/C in the UK :( ive literally had a fan on 24/7 for the past week in my room bc it gets so hot LMAO
honestly i feel like we'll introduce A/C soon if it gets hotter, yay global warming
@Laufeia:
@Kairu:
@bum:
@Mousy:
@koneko:
@Vii:
@LordLucre:
@Kitalpha Hart:
@Bioshock:
@sunny:
@Totalanimefan:
@Glume:
@Count Trashula:
@SirLionelNigelConrad:
Posted in People with long hair...
Posted 7 years ago
@Laufeia: honestly same rn!! mine is also really thick so it just gets EVERYWHERE and i really hate it
long hair problems oof
pixie cuts are so cute! are guy pixie cuts a thing bc i would totally do that
@Kozi: hehe yay uwu
AND IKR i was so happy when i found the jeans omg
doc martens are best boots hands down no one can tell me otherwise
@bum: if i do get a fringe type thingy i would definitely have like an undercut with it!! when i book the cut im probably gonna ask the barber what he thinks bc i have like no clue when it comes to what hair suits what face shape and all that jazz LMAO
getting ur hair cut is so much effort aH
long hair problems oof
pixie cuts are so cute! are guy pixie cuts a thing bc i would totally do that
@Kozi: hehe yay uwu
AND IKR i was so happy when i found the jeans omg
doc martens are best boots hands down no one can tell me otherwise
@bum: if i do get a fringe type thingy i would definitely have like an undercut with it!! when i book the cut im probably gonna ask the barber what he thinks bc i have like no clue when it comes to what hair suits what face shape and all that jazz LMAO
getting ur hair cut is so much effort aH
Posted in tumblr and dysphoria (this is a rant)
Posted 7 years ago
so hear me out: i use tumblr mainly for sims cc, but recently used it to see if anyone was selling a binder bc why not right? people use tumblr to sell their binders, might as well check
so i was searching, and i saw posts that were like U MUST BE DYSPHORIC 24/7 TO BE TRANS like whAT????
im sorry but i dont constantly think of the fact that im not flat??? sure its at the back of my mind a lot of the time but at the moment i kind of try and push that thought way back as a way to cope yknow???
anyway, so it made me doubt myself. now, i watched a video a few years back of a guy showing his transtion up to the point he was at, and he EVEN SAID THAT HE DOUBTED HIMSELF AT TIMES AND WONDERED IF HE WOULD REGRET IT. so i KNOW that its normal, but i STILL doubt myself and wonder if im even trans and if this is all a misunderstanding.
the thing is, when i think of my future i literally see myself as a fully transitioned man, and seeing as though im willing to go through BOTH SURGERIES and am willing to bind and start T, surely thats a sign that i am infact trans?? AND THE FACT THAT IVE BEEN GOING AS KAI AND USING HE/HIM PRONOUNS FOR 3 WHOLE YEARS
i think the thing thats making me worry the most is the fact that, at the moment, i dont feel a whole lot of major dysphoria about my 'female assets', mainly because i try my hardest not to think about them or even look at them as to not get immediately upset. i think once i start binding though itll be more obvious because ill want to keep the binder on like 25/8 and get extremely uncomfortable when i take it off
that and i literally have social anxiety and depression which is only made worse by the fact that i dont pass at all which basically causes me to constantly be depressed and in turn not really feel anything other than big sad
so yeah, that was my lil rant
TLDR; tumblr has made me doubt that i, a guy that wants to go through THE WHOLE TRANSITION AND SURGERY, am actually transgender. thanks tumblr.
so i was searching, and i saw posts that were like U MUST BE DYSPHORIC 24/7 TO BE TRANS like whAT????
im sorry but i dont constantly think of the fact that im not flat??? sure its at the back of my mind a lot of the time but at the moment i kind of try and push that thought way back as a way to cope yknow???
anyway, so it made me doubt myself. now, i watched a video a few years back of a guy showing his transtion up to the point he was at, and he EVEN SAID THAT HE DOUBTED HIMSELF AT TIMES AND WONDERED IF HE WOULD REGRET IT. so i KNOW that its normal, but i STILL doubt myself and wonder if im even trans and if this is all a misunderstanding.
the thing is, when i think of my future i literally see myself as a fully transitioned man, and seeing as though im willing to go through BOTH SURGERIES and am willing to bind and start T, surely thats a sign that i am infact trans?? AND THE FACT THAT IVE BEEN GOING AS KAI AND USING HE/HIM PRONOUNS FOR 3 WHOLE YEARS
i think the thing thats making me worry the most is the fact that, at the moment, i dont feel a whole lot of major dysphoria about my 'female assets', mainly because i try my hardest not to think about them or even look at them as to not get immediately upset. i think once i start binding though itll be more obvious because ill want to keep the binder on like 25/8 and get extremely uncomfortable when i take it off
that and i literally have social anxiety and depression which is only made worse by the fact that i dont pass at all which basically causes me to constantly be depressed and in turn not really feel anything other than big sad
so yeah, that was my lil rant
TLDR; tumblr has made me doubt that i, a guy that wants to go through THE WHOLE TRANSITION AND SURGERY, am actually transgender. thanks tumblr.
Posted in Confessions (Make a Confession)
Posted 7 years ago
i dont feel dysphoric 24/7!!!
i've seen people on tumblr like OH IF U ARENT CONSTANTLY DYSPHORIC U ARE FAKE TRANS and it just makes me doubt myself like am i really trans??? am i fake??? but then when i think of my future i see myself as a FULLY TRANSITIONED MAN and i just
i literally want to get both surgeries and go through binding and start T just to become who i am meant to be that is literally showing that I AM INFACT TRANS yet i still doubt myself whAt iS THIS
i've seen people on tumblr like OH IF U ARENT CONSTANTLY DYSPHORIC U ARE FAKE TRANS and it just makes me doubt myself like am i really trans??? am i fake??? but then when i think of my future i see myself as a FULLY TRANSITIONED MAN and i just
i literally want to get both surgeries and go through binding and start T just to become who i am meant to be that is literally showing that I AM INFACT TRANS yet i still doubt myself whAt iS THIS
Posted in People with long hair...
Posted 7 years ago
HOW DO YOU COPE IN THE HEAT
okay i've ALWAYS had long hair, its never been above my chin, but like,,,
this is the hottest Wales has been in a long time and holy hell i dont know how people cope with long hair in the heat
definitly getting that "first man haircut" this month jesus christ
oh yeah im finally getting my first "man haircut" i forgot to mention that
kinda want this but idk whether that would suit me or not OOF
for reference, heres me (also stitch bc stitch is cool)
warning it is big
whad'ya think be honest will i suit that messy fringe look
dont just say yes to be nice okay
ANYWAYS its hot and i need my hair cut like rn thnx for listening
okay i've ALWAYS had long hair, its never been above my chin, but like,,,
this is the hottest Wales has been in a long time and holy hell i dont know how people cope with long hair in the heat
definitly getting that "first man haircut" this month jesus christ
oh yeah im finally getting my first "man haircut" i forgot to mention that
kinda want this but idk whether that would suit me or not OOF
for reference, heres me (also stitch bc stitch is cool)
warning it is big
whad'ya think be honest will i suit that messy fringe look
dont just say yes to be nice okay
ANYWAYS its hot and i need my hair cut like rn thnx for listening
Posted in The Surge [Breaking News!]: Knick-Knack! (Update 2!)
Posted 7 years ago
@Tuijp: YES
also i cant wait to see all the 60 flags added to this one pole omg
the option list will be a WHOLE SCREEN
also i cant wait to see all the 60 flags added to this one pole omg
the option list will be a WHOLE SCREEN
Posted in buying my first binder!!
Posted 7 years ago
@Tuijp: holy shit thats a lot of effort to go through
was that for top surgery or something else? whatever it was, that was EFFORT
was that for top surgery or something else? whatever it was, that was EFFORT
Posted in Biggest dilemma of my life
Posted 7 years ago
@vengeance: ooh nice!!
Posted in Kai’s Cabin
Posted 7 years ago
@Raxton: its alright, i got distracted oop >~<
thank u for the trade!
thank u for the trade!
Posted in Kai’s Cabin
Posted 7 years ago
@Raxton: yes theyre still available! ill send u the trade~
Posted in Kai’s Cabin
Posted 7 years ago
updated for new crate!
Posted in Biggest dilemma of my life
Posted 7 years ago
did u ever figure out which shoes to wear? or are u still sat there looking at them like "SO...MANY...SHOES"
Posted in The Surge [Breaking News!]: Knick-Knack! (Update 2!)
Posted 7 years ago
@Tuijp: heck ye our dragon is awesome!
best flag in existence heheh
best flag in existence heheh
Posted in buying my first binder!!
Posted 7 years ago
@Tuijp: it'll be fun to get on, ive heard they get stuck sometimes heh
3 people to get a special binder on omg
i can imagine that situation LMAO
@Dragonus Luciferius: aw thank u!! -hugs u back- uwu
3 people to get a special binder on omg
i can imagine that situation LMAO
@Dragonus Luciferius: aw thank u!! -hugs u back- uwu