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Posted in he/him lesbians
Posted 5 years ago
@misery: you DREAMT ABOUT IT AKSHSJS
it’s okay!! i was at fault more than anyone, i should’ve put more thought into what i was saying in the first place >~<
we can definitely talk about it sometime~
@koneko: akshsjs same, like, if i was non binary i don’t know if i’d like people calling me by other pronouns or saying i’m gay or whatever, because that would imply having a gender right?
i feel like there’s still a lot i don’t know with all this aaaa
@Bioshock: we sure do live in a society,, bottom text
i used to say gender is fake but then i thought wait,,, but i have a gender,, i’m not fake LMAO
it’s weird because like, gender IS fake, but we also all have a gender in some way, because agender is still a gender kind of, you know? its gotten very very confusing and i still don’t really know the difference between agender and non binary because the definitions are so similar and i’m like ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ
total confusion my peeps
ALSO speaking of gender, i found one called ‘demismoke’ and the definition is:
‘ A transcendental, spiritual gender roughly drifting to other genders that are unable to be foreseen and understood, shrouded in darkness within your inner visual. Elevating through mystery. Caused by a lack of inner interpretation and dark emotional states.’
i mean, i’ve never once seen it used so this is a new one to me. it was on a gender master list on tumblr, pretty interesting, but also a lot that i’m convinced no one has ever used
it’s okay!! i was at fault more than anyone, i should’ve put more thought into what i was saying in the first place >~<
we can definitely talk about it sometime~
@koneko: akshsjs same, like, if i was non binary i don’t know if i’d like people calling me by other pronouns or saying i’m gay or whatever, because that would imply having a gender right?
i feel like there’s still a lot i don’t know with all this aaaa
@Bioshock: we sure do live in a society,, bottom text
i used to say gender is fake but then i thought wait,,, but i have a gender,, i’m not fake LMAO
it’s weird because like, gender IS fake, but we also all have a gender in some way, because agender is still a gender kind of, you know? its gotten very very confusing and i still don’t really know the difference between agender and non binary because the definitions are so similar and i’m like ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ
total confusion my peeps
ALSO speaking of gender, i found one called ‘demismoke’ and the definition is:
‘ A transcendental, spiritual gender roughly drifting to other genders that are unable to be foreseen and understood, shrouded in darkness within your inner visual. Elevating through mystery. Caused by a lack of inner interpretation and dark emotional states.’
i mean, i’ve never once seen it used so this is a new one to me. it was on a gender master list on tumblr, pretty interesting, but also a lot that i’m convinced no one has ever used
Posted in Goodie Bags and Bundles in Joyful Jamboree
Posted 5 years ago
thank you virgil i love you
Posted in he/him lesbians
Posted 5 years ago
@Bioshock: I've seen a few just simply say partner, but I've never actually asked what they would call their sexuality other than seeing people call themselves nb lesbians, bi, etc
enby gay/lesbian also kind of confuses me, but I've never actually met a non-binary person that said their sexuality so I haven't seen as much of that
I can understand choosing pronouns that you feel comfortable with though, that whole aspect of it I get, I guess now we just have to try and work through the whole 'he/him meaning male' and 'pronouns not = gender' thing for this all be seen as a normal part of figuring yourself out, because I can assure you that there are probably people calling it a phase when for some its probably what they'll identify as their whole life, like being transgender and people telling you its a phase
but yeah, when they said gender was confusing they were fuckin right honestly gender can get lost
but not actually bc then what would we all be LMAO
@Tsundererra: aaaa I'm glad you didn't think so
tone is definitely hard to read through text, although I'm even worse at explaining irl so text is like, the only option pffft
enby gay/lesbian also kind of confuses me, but I've never actually met a non-binary person that said their sexuality so I haven't seen as much of that
I can understand choosing pronouns that you feel comfortable with though, that whole aspect of it I get, I guess now we just have to try and work through the whole 'he/him meaning male' and 'pronouns not = gender' thing for this all be seen as a normal part of figuring yourself out, because I can assure you that there are probably people calling it a phase when for some its probably what they'll identify as their whole life, like being transgender and people telling you its a phase
but yeah, when they said gender was confusing they were fuckin right honestly gender can get lost
but not actually bc then what would we all be LMAO
@Tsundererra: aaaa I'm glad you didn't think so
tone is definitely hard to read through text, although I'm even worse at explaining irl so text is like, the only option pffft
Posted in Fragments Of Broken Glass (vent art)
Posted 5 years ago
So, I made this last night, and I'm pretty proud of it!!
Here's the piece, fits the title right?
SO this is based on a scene from Noragami where Yukine, the boy in the pic, smashes some windows with a bat, and while watching it I was like 'hey that's how I feel too' and thus, the pic was made!!
credits will be at the end along with the DeviantArt link (gotta plug my accounts u know)
ANYWAY, if you guys saw my thread yesterday, I'm sorry you had to see that, I was bad yesterday, that whole post is bad, thank you for putting up with me
I'm okay now, still got anxiety and depression obviously, cos like that's not going away anytime soon, but I'm okay today.
That does mean that my inspiration to make MMD pics is gone though, it thrives off of my emotions haha
WITH THAT SAID; I think I'm gonna go back to lurking for a while. On everything. Apart from maybe Twitter, I tweet a lot about the Anime I'm watching when it gets dramatic.
But anyway, I lurked for quite a whole over the holidays, not posting any threads, just commenting every now and then, and my mental health was pretty good. So I'm gonna do that again.
(not that I post a lot in the first place lmao)
Anyway, I hope you like my vent pic!
anyway here's the link to the DA submission - LINK
Just wanted to say, I was listening to Turning Out Part. 2 by AJR while writing this, and it's so sad, I NEED TO MENTION IT LMAO
Here's the piece, fits the title right?
SO this is based on a scene from Noragami where Yukine, the boy in the pic, smashes some windows with a bat, and while watching it I was like 'hey that's how I feel too' and thus, the pic was made!!
credits will be at the end along with the DeviantArt link (gotta plug my accounts u know)
ANYWAY, if you guys saw my thread yesterday, I'm sorry you had to see that, I was bad yesterday, that whole post is bad, thank you for putting up with me
I'm okay now, still got anxiety and depression obviously, cos like that's not going away anytime soon, but I'm okay today.
That does mean that my inspiration to make MMD pics is gone though, it thrives off of my emotions haha
WITH THAT SAID; I think I'm gonna go back to lurking for a while. On everything. Apart from maybe Twitter, I tweet a lot about the Anime I'm watching when it gets dramatic.
But anyway, I lurked for quite a whole over the holidays, not posting any threads, just commenting every now and then, and my mental health was pretty good. So I'm gonna do that again.
(not that I post a lot in the first place lmao)
Anyway, I hope you like my vent pic!
anyway here's the link to the DA submission - LINK
Yukine model by Esdras18
Bat by o-DSV-o
Window by mbarnesMMD
Pose by me, hand poses by Floramy and edited to fit
Effects:
Collapse by 折鶴P
GreenerShader Dark by ChestNutScoop and barapi (I'm starting to think I have the name wrong here)
BleachBypass by Omamon
ikClut by Ikeno
PostMovie 1 and 2 by BeamMan
TrueCamera, CheapLense, and ColourShift by Sobaro
Bat by o-DSV-o
Window by mbarnesMMD
Pose by me, hand poses by Floramy and edited to fit
Effects:
Collapse by 折鶴P
GreenerShader Dark by ChestNutScoop and barapi (I'm starting to think I have the name wrong here)
BleachBypass by Omamon
ikClut by Ikeno
PostMovie 1 and 2 by BeamMan
TrueCamera, CheapLense, and ColourShift by Sobaro
Just wanted to say, I was listening to Turning Out Part. 2 by AJR while writing this, and it's so sad, I NEED TO MENTION IT LMAO
Posted in he/him lesbians
Posted 5 years ago
@Tsundererra: im glad i asked honestly, i still dont fully understand but its better than nothing LMAO
ive always had the view that people can be whoever they want, i just worded the first pose VERY badly oof
@Miss Sandman: ah, i know you didnt, dont worry! the reply was to everyone, mainly bc i couldnt be bothered replying to everyone individually at the time ashdkdh
@koneko: yeah i think you're on the right track, although i still dont fully understand oof
ive always wondered what nonbinary people or just like, they/them in general would refer to their relationship as, especially since i identified as they/them for a while in highschool and wasnt really sure myself
i think the thing that confused me the most about he/him lesbians was the fact that to me, he/him has always meant male, and she/her was always female, and thats what people have always said from what ive seen, so suddenly seeing he/him lesbians caught me off guard alshdkdhf
@Count Trashula: yeah i understand where you're coming from, the only time id ever seen men refer to themselves as she/her was in drag, and vice versa for drag kings, while still being the gender they were born as if that makes sense?? you pretty much captured my feeling perfectly tbh!!
if someone wants me to refer to them as he/him while being a lesbian, thats cool, i will, but i cant guarantee that i'll understand, and theres a good chance ill get confused over whether they are male or female due to all the 'pronouns dont = gender' going on
i've mentioned it already, but i was always taught that pronouns = gender, so its all very confusing and new to me since this is the first time id ever even SEEN he/him lesbians
i stayed away from tumblr until college so i guess thats my own fault LMAO
@Bioshock: i feel a lot better today thank god, i can actually reply to everyone without hurting my head LMAO
so, regarding the drag kings and queens, i know theyre not pretending to be male/female, i was mainly just saying that id only ever seen drag queens use she/her while still being male irl, and like you said, he/him is usually seen as just male, and i was always taught that he/him was male, so its confusing when you suddenly see he/him lesbians and you're like woah whats going on here AKSHDDJ
but yeah im glad people actually replied to this with attempts at educating me, you dont really get that sort of response on twitter, everyone just shouts at you and blocks you >~<
OKAY LAST THING THIS IS GETTING LONG
i just wanna say that im REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY if i offended anyone on this thread, or even anyone thats read it, i genuinely didnt mean to and it was just incredibly poorly worded, and i hope no one is like gggrrrrrrrr hes mean now LMAO
im very accepting and i see it as u can be whoever the hell u want like feel free im just confused
OKAY THAT WAS LONG jesus christ i feel like im writing a fic
ive always had the view that people can be whoever they want, i just worded the first pose VERY badly oof
@Miss Sandman: ah, i know you didnt, dont worry! the reply was to everyone, mainly bc i couldnt be bothered replying to everyone individually at the time ashdkdh
@koneko: yeah i think you're on the right track, although i still dont fully understand oof
ive always wondered what nonbinary people or just like, they/them in general would refer to their relationship as, especially since i identified as they/them for a while in highschool and wasnt really sure myself
i think the thing that confused me the most about he/him lesbians was the fact that to me, he/him has always meant male, and she/her was always female, and thats what people have always said from what ive seen, so suddenly seeing he/him lesbians caught me off guard alshdkdhf
@Count Trashula: yeah i understand where you're coming from, the only time id ever seen men refer to themselves as she/her was in drag, and vice versa for drag kings, while still being the gender they were born as if that makes sense?? you pretty much captured my feeling perfectly tbh!!
if someone wants me to refer to them as he/him while being a lesbian, thats cool, i will, but i cant guarantee that i'll understand, and theres a good chance ill get confused over whether they are male or female due to all the 'pronouns dont = gender' going on
i've mentioned it already, but i was always taught that pronouns = gender, so its all very confusing and new to me since this is the first time id ever even SEEN he/him lesbians
i stayed away from tumblr until college so i guess thats my own fault LMAO
@Bioshock: i feel a lot better today thank god, i can actually reply to everyone without hurting my head LMAO
so, regarding the drag kings and queens, i know theyre not pretending to be male/female, i was mainly just saying that id only ever seen drag queens use she/her while still being male irl, and like you said, he/him is usually seen as just male, and i was always taught that he/him was male, so its confusing when you suddenly see he/him lesbians and you're like woah whats going on here AKSHDDJ
but yeah im glad people actually replied to this with attempts at educating me, you dont really get that sort of response on twitter, everyone just shouts at you and blocks you >~<
OKAY LAST THING THIS IS GETTING LONG
i just wanna say that im REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY if i offended anyone on this thread, or even anyone thats read it, i genuinely didnt mean to and it was just incredibly poorly worded, and i hope no one is like gggrrrrrrrr hes mean now LMAO
im very accepting and i see it as u can be whoever the hell u want like feel free im just confused
OKAY THAT WAS LONG jesus christ i feel like im writing a fic
Posted in Post your Rants
Posted 5 years ago
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Posted in he/him lesbians
Posted 5 years ago
it’s 4am and i was going to reply to this in the morning but i just wanted to say; i NEVER said i don’t believe in it, yes, i worded it wrong, but i never said i don’t support it.
simply put, i don’t understand fully. being a trans guy who has always believed that he/him meant male, i’m obviously confused.
if you’re going to call me closed minded, at least ping me.
i’d never seen a he/him lesbian before december last year.
i’m fine with drag kings, that was never an issue.
all i wanted to know was what the deal with them is and where it came from.
i NEVER ONCE SAID I DONT SUPPORT THEM. people can identify as whoever the fuck they want, i don’t give a single shit. it’s none of my business, i was curious and worded my post wrong.
also, i’m sorry if anyone felt offended, i didn’t intend to do that. i was angry at myself for not understanding and my wording is terrible.
don’t get me wrong, i’m not mad. just trying to state what i meant. thank you all for trying to help. anyway, i need sleep because i am tired. good night and thank you all.
@Priestess of Pie:
@Shark:
@Miss Sandman:
@vintage:
@Tsundererra:
@Bioshock:
@misery:
@ephenay:
simply put, i don’t understand fully. being a trans guy who has always believed that he/him meant male, i’m obviously confused.
if you’re going to call me closed minded, at least ping me.
i’d never seen a he/him lesbian before december last year.
i’m fine with drag kings, that was never an issue.
all i wanted to know was what the deal with them is and where it came from.
i NEVER ONCE SAID I DONT SUPPORT THEM. people can identify as whoever the fuck they want, i don’t give a single shit. it’s none of my business, i was curious and worded my post wrong.
also, i’m sorry if anyone felt offended, i didn’t intend to do that. i was angry at myself for not understanding and my wording is terrible.
don’t get me wrong, i’m not mad. just trying to state what i meant. thank you all for trying to help. anyway, i need sleep because i am tired. good night and thank you all.
@Priestess of Pie:
@Shark:
@Miss Sandman:
@vintage:
@Tsundererra:
@Bioshock:
@misery:
@ephenay:
Posted in he/him lesbians
Posted 5 years ago
@Kitalpha Hart: LMAO rip job
ive never met one, but the day i do will be pretty interesting
@Shark: i dont get it though? like, im a trans guy, i like guys, im gay. if i liked girls id be straight.
i dont knoooooow
ive never met one, but the day i do will be pretty interesting
@Shark: i dont get it though? like, im a trans guy, i like guys, im gay. if i liked girls id be straight.
i dont knoooooow
Posted in Just caught up with the ‘given’ manga
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: oooh have fun!! whered u go?
@Eldweena: i read it translated hehe uwu
i wanna buy them once theyre released though, i love it so so so much
@Eldweena: i read it translated hehe uwu
i wanna buy them once theyre released though, i love it so so so much
Posted in he/him lesbians
Posted 5 years ago
FINAL EDIT TO THIS SHIT; okay i feel like this thread has run its course, im gonna have this locked probably later because it just feels,,, bad?? like,, the replies and everyone who replied are fine, just, the post itself gives me bad feelings, idk, i hope someone can make sense of this feeling bc i cant
edit; i decided i just want to say this: i dont get it
why
lesbians are girls who like girls
i just
no
another edit; i never said i don’t support it.
edit; i decided i just want to say this: i dont get it
why
lesbians are girls who like girls
i just
no
another edit; i never said i don’t support it.
Posted in Just caught up with the ‘given’ manga
Posted 5 years ago
@Bioshock: yeah it seemed a little rushed compared to the manga, but it was still cute uwu
@Totalanimefan: i hope u enjoy them!! mafuyu is the cutest~
@Totalanimefan: i hope u enjoy them!! mafuyu is the cutest~
Posted in Just caught up with the ‘given’ manga
Posted 5 years ago
beware of spoilers in this comment okay thnx
@Totalanimefan: u have a lot of amazing episodes ahead!! believe me, it makes u feel~
@Bioshock: it is incredibly angsty!! i wasnt told about the suicide either, so when i first watched it that was quite a shock, but being able to relate to mafuyu in that hes quiet and struggles to express himself was nice~
the manga made everything hit a lot harder somehow though, even though the anime was accurate, reading the characters thoughts felt a lot more real
also SAME the whole lalala thing was so awkward, im just glad we got lyrics LMAO
@Totalanimefan: u have a lot of amazing episodes ahead!! believe me, it makes u feel~
@Bioshock: it is incredibly angsty!! i wasnt told about the suicide either, so when i first watched it that was quite a shock, but being able to relate to mafuyu in that hes quiet and struggles to express himself was nice~
the manga made everything hit a lot harder somehow though, even though the anime was accurate, reading the characters thoughts felt a lot more real
also SAME the whole lalala thing was so awkward, im just glad we got lyrics LMAO
Posted in Vivienne's Memory
Posted 5 years ago
uwu
also the memory and story are super cute uwu
also the memory and story are super cute uwu
Posted in Rolling Pit
Posted 5 years ago
woooo rollin dice is fun