Vesta Rose's posts

@sunny: Never judge a book by it's cover, child. >:(

@sunny: I am the leader of the evil developers organization, you should be scared of me. :vanora_sun:

@Glume: We could apply the ironic process theory which hypothesizes that that trying to not to think about something will just make us think about that thing more. So I could try just letting go and being free and not try so hard to suppress those thoughts.. do you think that could work?

@RainbowPanda: At least I don't hear the voices in my head anymore, but yeah this is pretty sad

@sunny: I rigged the election with my hacking skills!! whOAH teCHnOlOgY am I right

@sunny: I will rule this town once and for all >:D

@Glume: I might try that tomorrow, but knowing me I'll probably start thinking of deeply philosophical and existential problems after 20-30 seconds, just being honest. Do you have any tips on how not to get distracted/not get antsy?

@SirLionelNigelConrad: Thank you! If I can have 10 cats, I'd adopt 50 more cats, I'm a cat person all the way.

@rheostatic: Thank you! I primarily focus on coding the appearance of the site (front-end development) but I help code minor features/do bug fixes as well.

@sunny: I'm going to steal the mushrooms for myself >:D Mwuahahaha! And thank you <3

@Glume: Ooo, I'd like to try that sometimes, I just have no idea how to do it. How does one meditate exactly?

@RainbowPanda: It's why I started swiping left to all of the guys on Tinder, even the guys who I found attractive before, I can't unsee the flesh. LOL

@Zuggy: The community seems toxic, honestly. I didn't feel welcomed there at all.

@Arcius: It's not detailed compared to Caedon, but it's still cute. Though items, especially accessories, seem limited.

@RainbowPanda: That's why I avoid seeing people nowadays, I can't stop seeing them without skins >.<

@Glume: My friend doesn't think it's normal to have morbid thoughts about harming somebody or anything like that really, so thank you for telling me that she's wrong and meditation, you say?

I just realized that I've been a member here for 2 months without even properly introducing myself to the community.

Hello!

I'm Vesta Rose but I also prefer to be called by my nickname Lenna. I'm not that interesting, honestly. I am a developer for two avatar sites similar to Voltra, Kaeska and Caedon. When I'm not working on those sites, I usually practice my pixel art skills and watch YouTube videos.

That being said, I like to think of myself as a friendly person, so please don't hesitate to approach me if you want to be friends or if you just feel that you need someone to talk or vent to.

Happy to be here with you people!

So I recently started having this obsession where I can't stop imagining what people will look like if they have no skin, and it's fucking ruining my dating life because people without skins look ugly and I'm laughing at myself right now because this sounds so stupid LOL.

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and imagine myself having no skin and having a mini panic attack for 5 minutes before realizing that it's all made up in my mind.

This is normal right?