yeah I know
he liked to use the meaning of "see" against me |D to not mean dating when he knows very well that's the intention with the word!

work friend doesn't know this complicated story either
spare him that |D

pftttt I have so many little scratches
and I heal slowly to begin with
but my body must hate me so much. like you idiot why are you living with a cat!!

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@Zyqi: oh no. not something else to trouble you D: do you think the winter season is affecting you?

that's good though! glad to hear your art isn't missing hehe

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dunno man
I've always taken agesssss to heal
like I have a mark on my leg from falling in Russia 3 years ago lmao

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I gotta get some essential oils to rub on my skin or something |D

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I meannnn I'm sure they're hydrating to the skin at least hahaha

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I'm sure that's the top requirement for skin haha
being hydrated

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I mean
fair

no skin means a scar will form for sure

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oh yeah I pick scabs |D
I mean maybe less so these days
but I find if I don't pick the scab off ever, then it'll leave a dark mark

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mmm yeah I guess it's meant to fall off
so if it doesn't then it's weird

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yes!! I have so many cat scratches haha
I don't think I'll ever recover from this

so update on the boys I guess
spent most of the weekend with coworker haha

12 steps asked again yesterday to come over
but I said I was at my friend's house
because I was at the coworker's house and then he was like "lol I get it" and hasn't spoken to me since
so is he mad at me??

also told coworker about 12 steps hahaha
it was a long weekend

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